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Havina / Re: When a Songbird Can't Sing [Marak]
« on: May 27, 2018, 05:37:53 pm »
Jexica pressed her cheek into his hand, eyes closing lightly as she let out a soft sigh. Her emotions were all over the place, between being angry at him for leaving in the first place and relieved that he had come back to her alive. She chose to be as happy as she could manage, because no matter how angry she was or how much of an idiot he had been, Raz was alive and hopefully soon enough she could take him home.

Then she could kill him once he was healed up a bit, because she knew he was hurt, why else would he be at DoSaM like this?

Feeling his lips on hers brought out a shaky smile and when he pulled away to speak she reached her hand up to wipe at her eyes. Jexica had cried quite enough the past several days. She couldn’t help but let out a soft, wet laugh when he said she wouldn’t beat the crap out of him. Being very careful she sat on the edge of the bed, still looking down at him.

“Beating you half to death is very tempting right now, not going to lie, but I missed you so much. Please don’t ever do something stupid that takes you away from me again. I love you too much to lose you already.” Jexica looked down at Raz, blue eyes big and pleading for him to tell her what she wanted to hear.

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The Rest of Aedolis / Re: Mi Comida es tu Comida [Moonie]
« on: May 25, 2018, 12:21:27 pm »
Making the decision on whether to eat in or eat out wasn’t difficult, it usually wasn’t when opening the fridge revealed nothing but condiment bottles and some cans of beer. Bransen couldn’t help but ruefully remind himself that he really needed to hit a grocery store and stock his pantry. Of course he knew he’d likely forget to do so, again. Living in an apartment, coming “home” to the same place every night, that still felt new and strange to him. Hopping all over the domes – and out of them – for military operations hadn’t much made for creating a homebody.

That was okay, though. Food made by someone else tasted way better than what he might have been able to scrape together at home anyway. He really did need to remember to buy real groceries soon. A person couldn’t live off take-out fast food and restaurant offerings forever. Well you could, but you shouldn’t.

Heading out, Bransen wandered for a bit, not having a real direction on destination in mind. Food was generally food, and where he got dinner didn’t really matter all that much to him. He had eaten at a lot of places since moving to Ryun. The food truly was one of the best things about this dome. Before moving to Ryun he had never eaten any seafood so fresh and flavorful. Until moving here, he hadn’t much cared for sushi. Now he realized that was only because he had never had good sushi before.

Yep, dinner was definitely sushi since it seemed stuck on his mind now.

Wasn’t there supposed to be a good place on the waterfront? Yeah, someone had mentioned it several times to him in chat. It was that one Pilot, a new young Raven. Although calling him new wasn’t saying much, half the squad seemed to be new, didn’t it? The problem was he didn’t know exactly which stretch of waterfront property this good sushi place was supposed to be located on. A city made up of islands had a lot of places along the beach to sell seafood, and there were a lot of restaurants.

A few texts and a DM later had Bran standing off a major avenue along a popular strip of waterfront waiting on Dekval to come lead the way. He really didn’t have to wait that long. Actually he wouldn’t have had to wait at all. There were plenty of other places he could have gone, but he had decided to take the man up on his offer to show him where this sushi bar was.

Bran recognized the man that approached him immediately. You couldn’t live in Ryun and not know what the members of the local squad looked like. It was the same as most domes, though. The squad Pilots were almost always the most famous. 

“Yeah, that’s me. It’s nice to meet you and all that.” Bran shook Dekval’s hand, the left corner of his mouth quirking just slightly. It wasn’t really a smile, but it was close enough. “Ready to go? I don’t know about you, but I’m starving.”

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The Libra / Re: Life in Black and White
« on: May 24, 2018, 08:30:31 am »
Stubbornness or fear, it was hard to say which exactly kept the mage from seeking help and medicine he clearly needed. Deacon wasn’t even always sure which, but probably a big heap of both. Bull-headedness had been a major personality trait of his for all of his still relatively young life. Sickness, even staring into the face of death, hadn’t managed to change that. It just made him realize how petulant and childish he could really be – and how much of a coward.

Deacon let his eyes slide closed, brow furrowing softly as Eit rose up from his position sitting next to him. He somehow managed to bite his tongue as his jockey fussed over him, rearranging the pillows in an attempt to make him comfortable. It was always a war between frustration at the coddling and acceptance of it.

More than most Deacon knew what it was like to be helpless as someone close to you suffered. It was a terrible feeling. Years before he had fussed over his mother endlessly as she slowly died in front of him, and she had let him fuss. Darla Chambers was a proud woman that had never needed taken care of by anyone, but she had let him – because being able to do nothing was the absolute worst feeling he had ever felt in his life.

Taking care of her had been at least something. It was doing something, no matter how pointless or insignificant the action, it was still action. So Deacon let Eit fix his pillow and cushion his shoulder because that was all the elf really could do for him and he was too tired to try to deny his partner that small comfort of doing something to help.

“Brave man, I’m fine.” Deacon didn’t bother opening his eyes, though a ghost of a smirk did flicker across his lips for a half a moment. He wished he weren’t too tired to actually do something with an open bathroom door. That was such a great invitation to do something diabolical to his friend.

He cracked his eyes and watched the other man gather fresh clothing to change into from a bag in the corner. It caused a sinking sensation in Deacon’s chest. When was the last time Eit had teased or tortured him with kitten stickers? How long had it been since he’d pulled some sneaky payback on him for a well-placed cat picture?

Way too long.

The water in the shower turned on, Deacon could hear it faintly through the cracked bathroom door, and he closed his eyes again. He should go to sleep. Every part of his being was achingly exhausted, but he couldn’t just drift off. Tears gathered at the corner of his eyes as he thought about his life being over – not dying from the cancer. The chilling feeling that it was already over.

This wasn’t his life. It was someone else’s life. Someone he didn’t know.

A hollow life that had him trapped and one he didn’t want.

Those thoughts were dangerously close to sounding like giving up, and Deacon pressed his face angrily into the pillow, letting the fabric soak in the stray tears. It wasn’t over yet. What even was normal anyway? Just because everything had changed didn’t mean it wasn’t worth anything. If he got better things could even go back to the way they were before, right?

Except he didn’t believe he would get better.

The soft slapping of water hitting the shower tile stopped and he stilled, keeping his face pressed against the pillow and listening intently for Eit to come from the bathroom. He tried to make his breathing even, to pretend he was asleep. Maybe if he pretended he could even actually fall asleep. That was what he’d wanted, wasn’t it?

He sensed the elf check on him, heard something being thrown in the hamper, and then finally felt his partner sliding into the other side of the bed. His heart lurched painfully but he didn’t dare move. Eit couldn’t see him cry. Maybe he pretended not to notice, but the mage saw more than he let on. His jockey looked at least as tired as he felt. The worry was getting to him and there was nothing Deacon could do except pretend everything was better than it was.

That’s why he forced it all back inside of him, let the pillow make his eyes dry as he heard a sweet, whispering voice reach out to him. Deacon could pretend for Eit. “What do you want now? Do you need tucked in? A goodnight kiss? Maybe I should sing you a lullaby? For fuck’s sake go to sleep.”

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Adstreia / Ghost in the Memories [Solo]
« on: May 14, 2018, 11:12:31 am »
I hate this fucking city.

The words were a grounding mantra repeating over and over again inside Bran’s head as he laid there in the floor of the Adstreian Inquiry office. Smoke wafted from the end of his cigarette, he’d lost count of how many that made today. It was being in this place’s fault. The only time he smoked this heavily was when he was stressed or angry. Being in Adstreia definitely made him on edge. You couldn’t really relax when you hated where you were. It was even harder to let go with a big case to work on.

Not that there was really much left to work on. It had been an accident, as far as they could glean; a very unfortunate accident, but there was no foul play to pursue. Everyone would be packing it in and going home soon.

His feet were up in the chair at his temporary desk, boots and all. It really was no skin off his nose if the furniture got scuffed or dirty, not his office and not his city. Did he actually have a city? Born and raised in Haviah, post-graduation was split between different battlefields – how lucky for him to be the right age to serve in that particular war – and here.

Every break from deployment was spent in this stupid city with its nonsensical obsession with stars and space. Of course Bran had never come here for the local culture or the mountains or the cuisine – all of which were terrible.

Ryun was his new assignment. He’d been there for over six months now. Did that make it his city? His to work in, but it wasn’t like he was actually attached to the place. It hadn’t really felt like home yet, but he wasn’t sure he had given it a fair chance yet. Maybe the place had a rep for being extremely touristy, but that didn’t make it a bad place. The beaches were nice and he loved the seafood.

Did he miss Ryun or did he just not want to be here?

Bran fiddled with his com some more, the chat was something he hadn’t fooled around with much, but it was a much needed distraction. You could only have files and files of data, evidence, and analysis running through your head for so long before going insane. That was his own fault, with his brain refusing to turn off. He’d always had a problem with becoming hyper-focused on details. Even with everything winding down he couldn’t just stop.

Hell, even Kielen had bailed early today and it was her office and her city. Thinking of her had interesting flashes of forever preserved moments running through his head. That was a hell of a woman right there, and she’d been an excellent distraction for a hot minute – figuratively of course. She’d been handing out distractions like candy.

Even with that going through his head, Bran could feel his eyes drooping and his thoughts fizzing out. When was the last time he’d slept? A power nap on a cot didn’t really count. After a quick relay of his dilemma, the consensus seemed to be that he should go rest.

Ren and Dekval, weren’t those both Ravens?

Bran dragged himself off the floor and threw on his jacket before logging out and powering down his work terminal. The cigarette hanging precariously between his lips was down to the filter and he put it out in the overflowing ashtray before lighting another.

He kept the chat open while walking to his hotel. They were talking about movies now. Sure he’d left to get some sleep, but the walk had woken him up and he knew that more than likely he’d just lay in the strange bed and stare at the ceiling while running more bullshit through his already overworked brain until he either literally couldn’t keep his eyes open any more or until it was time to get up and try another day.

It wasn’t as if he was wrong. As soon as he laid down Bran was thinking about the case again, wondering if there was anything they might have missed. There wasn’t, of course. Shutting off thoughts of the case only led to him thinking about something else he didn’t want in his head. His head was full of shit he didn’t want in there anymore.

Back to the chat, he didn’t know these people, but it helped to talk to someone else, even for a few moments. They were something external to pull him out of his head. It was working, at least a little bit, and that was better than not at all.

Whispers recommended a documentary on Solartan mummification if he was looking to be bored to sleep, so he flipped through the channels until he found something suitably dull. The narrator’s voice was awful – nasally and definitely droning. It was perfect. Bran didn’t know what it was really about and he didn’t care as he tried once again to settle into the hotel bed.

The sensation of fingers gently raking across his scalp and a familiar voice whispering his name in his ear had Bran jerk awake with a start. A quick look around the room told him there was no one there, but he had known there wouldn’t be; just another memory rearing its unwanted head.

He rubbed the sleep and grit from his eyes, there was sunlight filtering through the blinds so he rolled out of bed and headed for the bathroom. Going through the motions of his morning routine, Bran didn’t really pause to start thinking until he was already out of the shower with nothing but a towel around his waist and staring into the bathroom mirror. There was at least three days’ worth of growth on his face, and he scratched at it irritably. Maybe it was a good day to give in and shave.

The hotel bathroom melted away and suddenly he was staring into a different mirror in a different bathroom. Bran knew this wasn’t the real or present image, but the memory was too strong to ignore.



A younger him was smirking and rubbing at his chin while side-eying a slightly smaller young man with shaggy blond hair who was waving a razor at him.

“Look here Muffin McScruffin, your face is starting to get all scratchy and pokey when you kiss me so you either shave it or I am withholding my love and affection you heathen.” Tomas made that threat at least once a week, and had yet to actually act on it. Bran knew that his boyfriend couldn’t possibly make good on such a weak threat.

“I don’t know. I think I can get away with one more day. It isn’t that bad and we both know that you’re going to let me kiss you breathless whenever the hell I want.” To prove his point Bran grabbed Tomas around the waist and pulled him close, drawing him into a heated kiss that he wished they had time to turn into more than just a kiss. Alas, this was their last morning before being deployed again. No rest for the wicked, especially wicked Pilots.

Tomas squealed and pushed against his chest, resisting valiantly against the stubbly affection. At least for a moment, then his arms were around Bran’s neck, kissing him back with an equal amount of wishful longing. The blond boy really was breathless when they finally pulled their lips apart with no small amount of reluctance.

“Okay…fine, maybe you can go one more day.” Bran would never forget the playful twinkle in those sweet hazel eyes.




The present bathroom slowly came back into focus as Bran squeezed his eyes closed, he could feel the death grip he had on the edges of the vanity, but it took him several moments before he could let go. His hands ached, cramping up in that short amount of time lost in the past. Gods above, he hated when that happened.

Shaking it off Bran finished getting ready, hesitating for a moment before sending a message to Kielen that he would be late getting back into the office today. He had a personal errand to see to this morning.

They had told him where, all those years ago. Of course, like everything else, Bran could never forget it, but until now, he had never been able to bring himself to come here. The memorials in Adstreia looked like most others he had seen. The tiny boxes of ashes in marble walls seemed surreal to him. Why did they have to do it this way?

Not that there was anything wrong with it. Bran just didn’t want to stand in front of this box secured into the marble wall. His fingers traced over the name on the small vault.

Pilot Cardinal Tomas Malott.

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Aedolis Characters / Bransen Landon; Pilot Noble - Ryun Inquisition
« on: May 12, 2018, 09:22:59 pm »
BASIC INFORMATION

Full name: Bransen Landon
Aliases: Bran, Muffin
Occupation: Pilot Noble, Inquisitor
Gender: Male
Age: 34
Height: 6’4”
Build: Muscular, upside down triangle
Race: Human?
Sexuality: Pansexual
Nationality: Aedolian
Residence: Ryun



PHYSICAL APPEARANCE

Bransen is tall and shaped very much like a wedge, with broad shoulders tapering down to a narrower waist and long legs. Years of physical conditioning have put decent muscle bulk on his long frame. Most people would probably consider him to have a nice body, and given his peak physical health he wouldn’t exactly disagree.

Dark brown hair is kept in a short military cut, and he tends to skip shaving several days in a row, so stubble is a near constant presence on his angular jaw. His eyes are as dark as his hair, and generally very serious. Much to his displeasure freckles are sprinkled over his cheeks and nose, but nowhere else.

Deeply tanned skin with rich copper undertones is riddled with a few major scars that are a lighter discoloration. There are three gunshot wounds on his abdomen, one on the lower right side closer to the hip bone, and two clustered close together on his left shoulder. There are a line of slash scars caused by claws on his right bicep and several faint lines scattered elsewhere on his body that appear to have been caused by knives.

He has two helix piercings in each ear, but no other piercings or tattoos.



PERSONALITY

Bransen is definitely an introvert. He is a man that prefers solitude, peace, and quiet over noisy crowds and lots of action – ironic given his many years of service as a combat operative. The man is quick as a whip and very sharp. His eidetic memory is partly to thank for this, but his personality is equally important in his level of intelligence. He loves to sit back and observe situations, soaking in all the information he can before actually taking any action.

It makes him methodical, which was great for combat operations, but will also be highly valued in his new field of work. Speaking of work, Bransen has a bad habit of being a workaholic and gets hyper-focused to the point of obsession on work-related things. This thankfully doesn’t carry over to his social life.

Actually his social life is rather lacking. Bransen doesn’t dislike people, not at all, but being around a lot of them at once or for extended periods of time is simply exhausting. He much prefers to get close to a few dear friends and keep an arm’s length between him and everyone else. Although these days he doesn’t really have even a few very close people to him and hasn’t for a long time. Losing Tomas was devastating and he still isn’t really over it more than a decade later. If he doesn’t get that close to someone else, then he can’t be hurt again, right? It makes sense to him.



SKILLS & PSIONICS

Telepathy: Lacking in any form of telekinetic ability, he more than makes up for it in his skill with telepathy. Bransen can communicate clearly with high numbers of people at once over considerable distances. It has proven invaluable for coordinating combat operations. In addition, he has demonstrated a talent for implanting subtle messages within other people’s subconscious. Outright mind control is impossible, of course, but he can certainly put very persuasive ideas in the heads of susceptible individuals.

Empathy: This skill has been put to great use in conjecture with his abilities of persuasion. While like most empaths Bransen can read the emotions of those around him when focused, the real value in his particular ability is that it is more like an aura. Projection comes far more easily than reception. There is baseline neutrality to his empathy, but he can easily change how others perceive him. When necessary he can make himself inherently intimidating and menacing, not by any physical feature, but just the fear-inducing aura that radiates off him. On the flipside, he can project a warm familiarity, like the feeling you get when around an old friend. It is useful for making people want to trust him and speak to him. Both methods can be used to pry information from suspects.

Eidetic Memory: This has nothing to do with psionics, but Bransen is in possession of an eidetic, or photographic if you prefer, memory. It gives a whole new meaning to that phrase ‘can never be unseen’. He remembers everything. That moment when he was six and Bill Rogers called him a freak, they were at the indoor playground in lower subsection B, block 71, Bill was wearing a Harpy shirt, khakis, and red sneakers, the paint was peeling a bit on the wall behind him, which was covered in graffiti. Now imagine hundreds, thousands, of even the most mundane memories being stored away forever. Some call it a gift, but personally he thinks it is a curse at times. It does make learning, data collection, and analysis really easy, though.



RELATIONSHIPS

Amelia Landon: The woman who gave birth to him. She squeaked by on the bare minimum to keep him alive so she could collect the benefits of the government stipend for him. Even at fifty years old the woman remains a druggie whore with little to no interest in her child - until she wants money, then she loves to remind him that he owes her for existing. Bransen has never given her a penny since being drafted into the ATC.

Tomas Malott: The first and greatest love of Bran’s life. There was nothing he would not have done for the other Pilot. He had planned to marry him and be with him forever. Fate is a cruel bitch and Tomas died in Bran’s arms during a heated gunfire exchange with enemy combatants. Bran is still haunted by the memories of his dead love.



BACKSTORY

Born to the lower caste and raised by his single mother in the lower levels, Bransen didn’t start life exactly going places. His mother was more interested in drinking, drugs, and boyfriends than him. Who his father is remains a mystery, and he stopped caring a very long time ago. Left mostly to his own devices when not in the shoddy public education system, he spent his spare time at the indoor slum playgrounds or simply exploring the lower levels.

Bransen didn’t have many friends, the other children thought he was weird, and he wasn’t exactly a social butterfly to begin with. As a ten year old boy he already knew that he wanted to go into the military. Not that he could get a recruiter to so much as look at him until he was sixteen, but he at least set goals early. Joining the military was the only way for a boy like him to ever hope to climb the life ladder into something better than lower level trash. A lifetime of service in the public sector was completely unacceptable to him. He was far too clever and ambitious to suffer such a droll fate.

Fate happened to have an even bigger plan ahead for him. By the time he was twelve it was pretty obvious that Bransen was displaying significant psionic ability in the areas of telepathy and empathy. It was like the universe had dumped a huge gift right in his lap. He got to go right off to the ATC as soon as he turned thirteen.

Candidacy was not a cakewalk. Bransen had always been a bigger boy, and he threw himself into the physical training with gusto. Yes, his body ached most days as he pushed himself through the drills day after day, but he liked how it turned his gangly teen body solid and with time it got easier and easier.

The second stage was probably the easiest. Yes he had come from a poor background with minimal education, but Bransen devoured the ATC textbooks. He aced exams because he literally memorized the books and course material. Honestly it was impossible for him to forget. Other aptitude tests showed he had good problem solving and critical thinking skills.

The team-building and teamwork stage was a little harder, Bransen was a quiet young man by nature, and had trouble controlling his empathy at first. It made the other Candidates nervous around him whenever his mood was dark or angry. With a lot of extra work with his mentor and another, younger empathetic Candidate named Tomas he was able to move on to the next stage after months of lagging behind with delays in his ability to make friends. Of course he and Tomas became almost inseparable after this extra training together, the two becoming best friends.

This was also the time he earned himself the nickname Muffin, because of the way he learned to mask his emotions and his naturally quiet nature, the other Candidates decided that Bransen had become as bland as a Bran Muffin, and it stuck annoyingly hard.

Luckily all that extra work made stage four a bit of a breeze. He didn’t spend very long there before advancing out of the ATC and into the Citadel for the final stage. That only lasted until he was old enough to be eligible to bond with a dragon. Bransen was quickly assigned as a combat operative and was deployed to join the war.

Tomas was right behind him and they served together in the same unit. They had barely been fully fledged Pilots when Tomas had a nasty break-up with his boyfriend of the time. Bransen was all too eager to comfort his friend. The two had been close through years at the ATC, but they had always been sleeping with other people, neither ever romantically available at the same time as the other. For the first time there was nothing between them and they dove headfirst and hard into a hot and heavy relationship.

War and battle are ugly, bloody things. Bransen can’t forget any of it. He suffered multiple injuries. Tomas was with him through it all. Even a few years younger than Bran, Tomas was the rock in their love affair and Bran was smitten as could be. He had planned to ask the boy to marry him as soon as the war was over.

Tomas was killed in action six weeks before the ceasefire.

After the war he remained as a solo CO, going on frequent missions into the wastes to eliminate troublesome raiders and mutant beasts.

On a particularly high-risk mission he took two bullets to the torso and after recovering to the point of being cleared to return to duty Bransen put in a transfer request to Inquiry, which was promptly granted and he was assigned to Ryun.

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Havina / Re: When a Songbird Can't Sing [Marak]
« on: May 11, 2018, 08:23:06 pm »
Well she had demanded he explain himself, but Jexica knew that Raz could only say so much. That didn’t change the fact that it was frustrating as hell and half of her didn’t want to hear his excuses right now. It was hard to stay mad at him when he was lying in a hospital bed all bruised up and apologetic. Not to mention even in his present condition, that smile was absolutely heart-melting.

Jexica couldn’t let him off that easy, though.

“You’re darn right you’re sorry! And a complete jerk. If I had known what you were up to I would never have let you go. It wasn’t your job to go. I noticed none of the other Valkyries vanished off to who knows where.” It was hard to sound angry with her bottom lip wouldn’t stop quivering, and her voice was clearly strained. His was too, she’d noticed.

Her eyes moved over him and her expression wavered. She moved her hand up to his face, gently cupping the less damaged side. It pained her to see him so hurt. Tears started forming in her vibrant blue eyes as she leaned down to give him a soft kiss on the forehead.

“I’m still mad at you, but…are you okay?” Obviously he wasn’t okay, but she had no idea just how badly he was actually hurt. She felt a little bad for hitting him now, without evening knowing. What if she had hurt him more? That would have been terrible. “I’m sorry I hit you. Well, no I’m really not, you deserved it, but I hope I didn’t hurt you.”

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Havina / When a Songbird Can't Sing [Marak]
« on: May 11, 2018, 05:49:28 pm »
Sometimes you just had to hate being right.

Jexica had known something was wrong when Raz had told her he was leaving, just for a day, because he had to do something. The moment those words had been spoken to her there’d been an uneasy feeling squeezing in her chest. When he hadn’t come home it had been like an icy hand wrapping around her heart.

She had thought that first night with him gone when he was supposed to be home was the worst feeling in the world, but she’d been wrong. It only got worse with each passing day. Jexica couldn’t remember how it felt for her eyes not to burn with the sting of tears or her throat not to be raw from crying.

Baby and the Commodore knew something was very wrong too. They hadn’t left her side since Raz had left, but it was small comfort. Her com had barely left her hand since he hadn’t come home on time. No news certainly didn’t feel like good news, if Raz had been able to he would have just told her he wasn’t going to be home on time. That meant he couldn’t contact her. The Valkyries hadn’t been able to tell her what was actually going on.

All Jexica knew was that wherever Raz had gone, it wasn’t something he’d been ordered to do. It wasn’t an assigned mission of any kind. That was something she had latched on to because she didn’t have anything else. Raz had been taken from her and it was his own fault. The anger helped keep the despair at bay.

When Neeko had messaged her that Raz was alive and at DoSaM she had flown from the apartment so fast she barely had a moment to pause and think to ask Neeko if he and Nishi would take care of the animals until she could bring Raz home with her.

At first all she could feel was overwhelming relief and happiness. Her Razzie was alive! He was hurt, but he was alive. Several hours on the rail gave her plenty of time to turn that happiness and relief into unbridled rage. Nobody had told him to go do…whatever it was he’d gone to do that had kept him away from home and landed him in the hospital. It was his fault she had to feel all that horrible heart-wrenching worry and sadness.

When she had finally arrived in Havina, Jexica practically ran all the way from the station to the hospital. She didn’t slow down until she was in the proper hallway. Then she forced herself to stop and compose herself, if only slightly. She couldn’t exactly make her eyes look like she hadn’t been crying for days or change the fact that she clearly hadn’t slept properly since he’d been gone.

Jexica took a deep breath as she approached his door, and then let it out before pushing it open and glaring at her uncle, who apparently got to see him before she did. Alec made a hasty exit as soon as he saw her, clearly mouthing the words ‘good luck’ to Raz as he slipped past her and pulled the door shut behind him to leave them alone with as much privacy as could be afforded inside a hospital room. It would have to be enough.

Honestly the moment her eyes had laid on his face her heart had lurched, drumming wildly in her chest. He was hurt, and it hurt her to know it. Part of her wanted to rush to his bedside and try to comfort him, but no, she wasn’t going to give in to that urge.

Not yet, he had some things to answer for!

She stormed over to the bed, and brought a fisted hand down on his chest with a glare. It probably wasn’t that hard of a hit, even though she didn’t really try to hold back. Unlike him, Jexica wasn’t a fighter.

“Do you have any idea how much you scared me?” Jexica hit him again. “You better have a really good excuse. Start talking!”

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The Libra / Re: Life in Black and White
« on: April 29, 2018, 06:31:41 pm »
Well there were some words to wake a person up. At least a little bit, Deacon still found it hard to bring thoughts into a sharp focus, like someone has stuffed his head full of cotton, but being told he fell was definitely enough to get his attention. Suddenly he was less worried about making himself comfortable to sleep off his late night of drinking and much more concerned with trying to decide how he felt.

Alcohol could numb you to pain. The mage tried to be subtle about shifting and stretching a little, testing his left shoulder especially. Everything felt okay; at least he didn’t notice anything as particularly achy aside from his fuzzy head. Lots of stiff drinks explained the head fine. He hoped.

It still made him anxious to know he had fallen and couldn’t remember it. Once was a coincidence, a fluke, some freak accident. Twice was the beginning of a pattern. Deacon remembered all too well standing in the kitchen one moment while Eit was out, his arm had still been in a sling then and they’d just thought it was a dislocation, and then he had woken up on the floor in a kind of agony he hadn’t known before. He hadn’t even been able to drag himself up off the floor until Eit had come home and taken him to the hospital that time.

That was not something that he wanted to point out. His partner had worried and fussed more than enough over him. It might have been too much to hope that Eit wouldn’t make the same leaps of thinking, but he wasn’t going to bring it up if he didn’t have to.

“I’m fine. Yeah.” Deacon didn’t notice it, but a few beads of sweat had formed on his brow. The Duo tried to recall something after leaving the bar. He would have settled for remembering anything at all past taking that last drink that was still floating around in his head – might as well have tried to catch something that didn’t exist. All he knew was that he felt distinctly unsettled now.

Thinking about something else seemed like a great idea, so he grabbed onto Eit’s voice and tilted his head to look up at his Jockey as the elf settled on the edge of the bed. Should they call medical? It wasn’t really an emergency, so there wasn’t much reason to stir that hornet’s nest now that he was conscious and semi-lucid at least.

“No, don’t call anybody. More than anything I think I just want to go to sleep, I am so tired. If I feel weird in the morning, or if you’re still that worried, I can go for a walk-in and have a quick check up, yeah?” Was he just offering Eit platitudes to get him into bed and resting? It was a distinct possibility, but Deacon was worried about his partner too. None of this was easy on anybody involved, but the big blue bastard looked stressed out and tired. It made him feel guilty. He hated being the cause of Eit’s distress.

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Ships and Factions / Ryun Ravens - Sabotage and Eliminate
« on: April 29, 2018, 12:01:40 pm »
The Ryun Ravens
Offensive Stealth and Fear Strike Force

Recite your prayers, worthless craven,
For your soul, there is no haven,
On silent ebon wings,
The death knell rings,
For your end was foretold by the Raven.



I. About the Ravens

The Ravens are deadly assassins and battlefield game changers. A tactical stealth squad deployed with a singular purpose: seek and destroy. When you need to sow chaos among enemy ranks with key target eliminations there is no better person for the job than a Raven. The mere mention of a feathered black menace can freeze the blood of even staunch enemies of Aedolis. As to be expected, it requires a very special type of Pilot to be considered for a position on the Ryun squad. Ravens must be cunning, ruthless, and terrifying. In addition, Psionics and skills that allows one to kill while remaining undetected is paramount to almost any other qualifier.
 
Among their ranks there is a very strict combat doctrine. Assassination with a side of sabotage is their bread and butter. Stealth is vital, mistakes are intolerable and costly. Unlike many squads, Ravens frequently operate alone or in pairs. While the emphasis on team cohesion may seem less important, it is required that the squad be able to function as a singular unit for large-scale operations. During such missions the squad requires telepathic ability to meld into an almost seamless hive mind with each individual able to interpret and respond to all incoming information.
 
When not out on missions, every Raven has a very strict training regime consisting of stealth drills and simulations. Most physical training revolved around honing reflexes or practicing with high-tech infiltration equipment. All Ravens must be able to do basic upkeep and maintenance on their gear and be proficient in its operation. Most real-world practice is carried out in The Midhaven, with squad members putting their skills to the test by seeking out and killing targets matching randomly generated criteria.


Headquarters

Situated centrally on one of the largest islands that make up the Ryun dome is the Headquarters of the Ravens squadron. The building is a hulking stone and concrete bastion, fortified as a stronghold a long time ago and reinforced in the present to serve the men and women known to be one of the deadliest squadrons in Aedolis. Known simply as Nevermore, the HQ is a veritable fortress adorned with gargoyles in the form of malevolent ravens.
 
A raven sculpted from onyx welcomes visitors at the entrance, wings spread above the doorway as a silent guardian. Once inside there is only an imposing foyer to greet you. Sitting in the center is another statue; this one of four ravens each one facing a cardinal direction, water spilling from their silently cawing beaks into the fountain below.
 
No hallways lead off from the otherwise empty room. To go deeper into Nevermore one must either know the location of the hidden doors and many twisting, confusing secret passages or be escorted by someone who does.


Standard Equipment

[1] Reinforced Raven-pattern helmet and flight-suit with holographic camouflage.
[1] Standard Pilot issue medium range firearm, and sidearm.
[1] Collapsing Raven pattern shield, built into flight-suit bracer
[1] Drop pack, complete with stabilizers
[1] Frequency jammer and scrambler


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II. Objectives

  • Get behind enemy lines
  • Take out key targets
  • Regroup without being seen
  • Repeat!

The Ravens are assassins, first and foremost. They're trained and equipped to infiltrate enemy locations without being seen, their mission is to sow chaos and terror by eliminating high-priority targets undetected. Ravens always employ psychological terror tactics by sending a threatening raven feather to their marked target.

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III. Rank and File

To join: Send me the profile link to the character you wish to join, and Commander Zomu will be in touch.

PRESENT MEMBERS:

Squadron Command

Squadron Leaders

Asst. Squadron Leader Limited positions available depending on squad size overall
[Acts as Squad Leader in the event that the present Squad Leader is unable to perform their duties, or helps to facilitate group cohesion in the event of large-scale deployment. Otherwise is simply part of the squadron regular. Should either be a senior Pilot Cardinal or newly minted Pilot Echo with good leadership skills.]


Squad Members

PAST MEMBERS:
Whether because they're dead or something more sinister... To be added as necessary.


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IV.Squad Roles
[These are specific sub-roles that are fulfilled by specific members of the squadron to form the full unit. The basic structure is that of a ten man squadron, headed by the two commanding officers, the Squadron Commander and Squadron Leader. This particular role structure differs wildly from team to team, based on that particular team's specific modus operandi (ie. a stealth based team will have far more supporting/stealth based operatives versus heavy weapons experts).]



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V. General History

GOBLIN FINISH THIS SHIT

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VI. Timeline

Active Missions Threads:

Past Missions Threads:

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Adstreia / Hell or Shine [Solo]
« on: April 26, 2018, 08:18:55 am »
There were two cigar boxes, just sitting on the counter at the half bar in Matt’s kitchen. Both of them were the exact same, except one was open. Breaking the seal on that box was so much harder than it should have been. Was it the way he couldn’t keep his hands from trembling no matter how much he willed them to be steady? There was a chance it was just the guilt that was eating him up inside. It could have been a combination of both.

Grisham smoked these ones the most often.

There was as much smog of cigar smoke in his kitchen as there was a thick haze in his head. Everything had turned into a tangled blur since the moment the Commander had gone spinning off into nothingness. That had been the most terrible, terrifying, heart-stopping moment in Matt’s life. Being dragged into the office of the Head of Candidate Affairs and being informed of his mother’s death didn’t even touch losing Grisham Alberich out there. At least with his mother he hadn’t been there and there wasn’t any way he could blame himself for her dying.

Here he could heap guilt upon himself in spades.

Why hadn’t it been him? How many of the Hellions had been asking themselves that from the moment it happened? Matt knew most of them had thought it at least once, but in his case it seemed truly fitting to place the blame and burden on his shoulders. It had been a small technical problem. There shouldn’t have been any danger fixing it. So why hadn’t Grisham had him do it? He was the technopath. Would it not have been great experience for him? Had the Commander not trusted him to do it because he was the youngest and least experienced? Could they have avoided losing Grisham if he had just been a little better, more reliable, if he had been good enough?

They had all had to go through the Axis point. It had been Matt’s first time, and he still felt a dull ache throbbing through his head. Had the dragons questioned him longer than needed because of the extreme guilt he had felt the entire time? There had been nothing for him to hide, of course, and he wouldn’t have wanted to hide anything from them. Part of him wished they had found fault in him, had punished him in some way.

Matt deserved it.

Even if his incompetence wasn’t the reason Grisham had decided to correct the satellite himself, Matt should have done more once the skiff began spiraling out of control. It didn’t matter that he had tried – that he had tried so fucking hard to do something. Reaching out to the skiff had been futile, he had attempted to grab control of the systems, to counter the spin somehow, but it just wouldn’t respond to him and then it was just gone. The small ship had flung outside of his reach so damn fast that even if it hadn’t been damaged he probably couldn’t have corrected it in time. He should have been faster. Matt should have been better.

That just circled him right back to the beginning of his cycle of guilt – it should have been him.

In Haviah they had huddled together after their ordeal. How many of them were in a short of shock? He certainly felt like it couldn’t possibly be real. As soon as they had been cleared to leave Matt had come home to Adstreia. From the rail station he’d headed to a specialty store, bought two boxes of Grisham’s favorite cigars, a big bottle of brandy, and retreated to his apartment alone. He was on his fourth glass, so maybe that wasn’t helping his head.

All he knew was that he couldn’t face his squad mates right now. What right did he have to grieve with them? Logically Matt knew nobody was probably blaming him for it, but he couldn’t stop the guilt from trying to drown him. They all knew Grisham for longer, were closer to him. He was just the loud, annoying new kid that talked too much.

The Chatterbox.

Nobody wanted to listen to him cry over someone they knew better than him. That was just another reason it should have been him. Who cared if the Hellions lost Matthew Wright? He was no one, some dumb kid that hadn’t even earned his keep yet. The squad could easily go on and recover from him being gone, but Grisham? Could the Hellions even feel like the Hellions without him?

No, Matt couldn’t believe he was really gone.

That was why he had bought two boxes. The second one was for Grisham, for when he got back. Matt had to believe that the Commander was coming back. He wasn’t sure he could live with the guilt otherwise.

Vaguely he wondered what Grisham would have said if he was there, if he knew all the horrible things going through Matt’s head. Did he even know the Commander well enough to guess? Would he slap him upside the back of the head again? Matt was only a couple months short of having a baby coming into the world. How could he wish he had been the one left behind? Was he supposed to be relieved that he came home instead of Grisham so he could meet his daughter?

No, he didn’t feel relief. This wasn’t how things were supposed to go. Grisham was supposed to be here so that they could argue over whose turn it was to hold the baby. The Commander was supposed to be a bad influence and get Matt yelled at by Lukabelle when their started pretending to smoke cigars.

Hell, Matt could have gone years and years without even knowing he had a daughter. Lukabelle hadn’t wanted to tell him at first, and even then she hadn’t really wanted him involved. He’d just sort of forced his way in because of his own abandonment issues. His daughter would have been just fine without ever knowing he was her father. Lukabelle seemed a good woman with a sensible head on her shoulders. She would have taken care of Sunshine without him. His daughter could have been raised by another man, a father she wouldn’t have to worry about whether he was coming home or not any given day.

God, why was everything so fucked up?

His glass was empty again and the cigar was nearly burning his fingers. Matt didn’t hesitate to light up another before pouring himself a fifth glass. He should have bought more brandy – a lot more.

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The Rest of Aedolis / Visitation Hours [Solo]
« on: April 25, 2018, 12:41:56 pm »
Nevermore was duly imposing for the reputation of the squad that inhabited it. There was a chance it may have also been super cringe-worthy edge lord. It was probably both.

Yes, definitely both.

They strolled in very casually in their uniform indicating they were from a local carry-out pizza place, a large heating bag carried in their arms. Right on schedule their com beeped softly, indicating that the camera watching that part of the foyer had been shut down. They swiftly opened the bag, pulled out a false stack of folded cardboard pizza boxes, and deposited it on the edge of the fountain. The rest of the bag was swiftly carried with them to the hidden door on a currently unmonitored section of wall.

Once ducked into the passage another soft beep indicated the camera had been restarted a breath after the door was shut. To security observers the delivery boy would have dropped off the pizza and be assumed to have left while the camera was malfunctioning.

If they noticed the camera had went down at all.

Keiko quickly shed the pizza uniform, a simple black ensemble beneath. Her pizza boy face melted away into her natural self. Another beep, the camera watching the other end of the corridor went down. The clothing was shoved back into the bag and stashed in the bathroom trashcan located near this entrance.

From there it was a simple stroll through the passageways to the headquarters proper. No one passed her, and cameras turned on and off as she made her way to each office of the squadron members unchallenged and unseen. A single black feather was left in the top drawer of the abandoned desks. It seemed no one was really working right now. She had to wonder if that was because of the notorious tendency for goofing off the last Commander was known for.

It didn’t really matter.

She found the Commander’s office – her office now, she supposed. It had not been cleaned out of the previous occupant’s belongings yet. Her nose crinkled in distaste as she carefully picked her way over to the desk. The first order of business would be to have this entire room stripped, resurfaced, and sanitized. All new furniture and equipment would be required. She wasn’t touching anything that Nym had pawed all over; she shuddered to think what the place would look like under a black light.

Keiko pulled a pair of latex gloves from her pocket, and then got a second pair, putting them both on she gently pushed the chair away with the tip of her boot, then booted up the computer. Once logged in, she remained standing as she casually browsed random Ravens files.

There was so much work to do.

The finances alone were atrocious. Did they destroy the yacht regularly? Furthermore, why did they have a yacht? No, that would have to go. It was probably contaminated beyond salvaging anyway. There were more mundane things, such as equipment purchase orders and office supply expenses, but they were clearly not someone’s priority, because they were a jumbled mess.

Several hours passed completely undisturbed as she evaluated her squad through the computer systems, it was only when her back started aching from standing at the desk that Keiko glanced at her timer with a disapproving tsk.

How disappointing.

She slipped back out the same way she came in, and didn’t pass another soul. The cameras turned on and off as she moved. Keiko didn’t even bother retrieving her previous disguise. Nevermore remained a silent sentinel, the people within unaware they had been visited at all as she slinked right back out the front door without a backward glance.

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Aedolis Characters / Keiko Zomu; Pilot Royal and Squadron Commander
« on: April 24, 2018, 04:48:02 pm »
BASIC INFORMATION

Full name: Keiko Zomu
Aliases: Kei, Koko, Zinc [Online]
Rank: Pilot Royal and Commander of the Ryun Ravens
Gender: Primarily Female
Age: 97
Height: 5’ 4”
Race: Kitsune
Residence: Ryun, Aedolis
Dragon: Misfortune; Female


PHYSICAL APPEARANCE

This is subject entirely to the whims of Keiko at any given moment. With her vast ability to shape-shift so much of her appearance it would be like trying to capture the wind with your bare hands. That being said, there is something of a ‘default’ appearance that the Kitsune settles into when not needing or wanting something else. Whether this is her natural, birth form without the ability to shift is not known, even to her.

Keiko is compact, just as an over generalization. Her body is short, narrow and ruler straight, lacking almost entirely in curves to denote femininity. While the Kitsune is strong as any good soldier should be, her muscle definition is subtle and lean, which makes people dangerously underestimate her.

Smooth tan skin with deep copper undertones is great for the extremely sunny and black sand beaches of the dome she currently resides in. Her hair drops razor straight to her mid-back, and is black with a blue sheen in the light. Keiko’s eyes are a very dark blue, and almond in shape. She has a long, narrow face with both chin and nose being slightly pointy.

Last but not least, she has fox ears and a very fluffy tail to match. The fur is silver with black tips. As these features stand out quite a bit, she rarely has them shifted out when working stealth and undercover work, but in her relaxed, natural state they always appear.



PERSONALITY

Keiko has a very cool head on her shoulders. She carries herself with confidence but lacks arrogance, having no desire to become full of bravado and bloated self-importance. More than anything the Kitsune is private and somewhat aloof.



PSYONICS & ABILITIES

Telepathy: Decent with communication over distances and shielding thoughts, less talented with intruding uninvited into other minds.

Hemokinesis: With an emphasis on destruction over healing, Kei is much better at manipulating the blood of her targets to swiftly and stealthily kill them without ever laying a hand on them than she is at using her powers to help someone. In a pinch she can stop bleeding on herself or an ally, but anything beyond that is above her skill.

Shape-shifting: A naturally occurring species trait, Keiko has the ability to do quite a lot with her appearance. Aside from being able to take the form of a fox – frankly a pretty useless thing to be able to do these days – she can change drastically change her looks. The length and color of her hair is easily malleable, as is the hue of her eyes. Changes in body shape are slightly more taxing, but not at all impossible. Keiko can even change her gender at will, having spent years at a time as a man when under deep cover or even just when she feels like it.

Lifespan: Immortal? Possibly. She doesn’t know for sure, but she knows she’s still really young.



BACKSTORY

Most of Keiko’s life since the ATC is highly classified information, blacked out even in her profile accessible by other Pilots. Her life before the ATC is mostly unknown, except that she is of Aedolian origin and heritage.

Given her great natural abilities for stealth offensive operations, she has been under deep cover performing covert ops for most of her career, leaving her a relative unknown in both the Pilot and civilian world. As far as any but the Dragons and her rotating handlers were concerned Keiko Zomu did not exist – which isn’t inaccurate, because her information has been changed at least twice, so Keiko Zomu could just be another made up alias she has taken up.

The true reason for their sudden removal from deep cover and thrust into a high profile role within the Ryun Ravens is unknown except to the Dragons and Keiko, but they aren’t likely to divulge such information. Officially, because of Keiko’s extensive background in stealth offensive operations they deemed her an adequate replacement for the last Commander of the Ravens.

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The Libra / Re: Life in Black and White
« on: April 22, 2018, 12:58:07 pm »
Deacon was not asleep as Eit picked him up off the floor and carried him into bed. A sleeping person would have still had some stirring sign of life, would have shifted their body, groaned, something – anything. The only thing indicating the mage was still among the living as his partner undressed and settled him into bed was the shallow, hitching breaths still making his chest expand and contract fitfully.

He even looked somewhat lifeless.

It wasn’t painfully obvious yet, but the Duo had clearly started to waste away, losing some of his mass and definition. Someone who had consumed that much alcohol should probably have flushed skin, but Deacon appeared somewhat drained of color and he was already normally relatively pale, now he was downright ghastly.

For about a quarter of an hour that is how Deacon remained, still and silent save the slight rasp of his breath. The deathly stillness was broken suddenly with a gasp, as if he finally was able to suck in a decent breath of air after being deprived.

Deacon turned his head with a soft groan. His mind was a tangled mess of confusion, starting with not immediately sure where he was. The soft bed really threw him off since one moment he had been at the bar and apparently now he most definitely was not. It took him a moment to recognize the comforting scents of home as his tongue ran over his lips to wet them.

They were dry.

Why was he on his back? He never slept on his back, always favoring sleeping on his left side until the injury had forced him to change positions. More than that didn’t feel right, because he was cold. Where were his clothes? Not the most pressing question as his arm reached out to the empty space beside him.

Where is Eit?

The elf crawling into bed with him was a new development, but having his partner warm against his back was something the mage had easily gotten used to in a very short period of time.

Dragging his green eyes open was a chore, but they darted around until they found the huge blue elf kneeling by the bed. Deacon’s brow drew down in a scowl as he struggled to sit up. Who the fuck put those pillows there? With a bit of irritation he grabbed them and threw them haphazardly elsewhere on the bed as he rolled to his side and made himself more comfortable. He still had no idea why Eit wasn’t in bed, what time even was it?

Late as fuck, that much he was sure.

“Why aren’t you in bed?” His voice was sleepy and confused, Deacon didn’t remember coming home or climbing in bed, but he knew that Eit wasn’t supposed to be on the floor. “Did I push you out of bed? Sorry.”

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Wastelands / Re: CODE BLUE! [Amristah Angels]
« on: April 10, 2018, 05:25:00 pm »
Slipping into a flight suit was almost like sliding into a second skin. They had to be very snug for functionality. Mercy wasn’t particularly fond of her flight suit, or of flying for that matter. If she had her own way she would have been one of the ones left behind to serve at the hospital, but to be honest that wasn’t her favorite place either.

Three years in R&D had been the best three years of her life so far, if she was to be honest. Mercy enjoyed the mental challenge of R&D, the security of her laboratory, and best of all the science behind it all.

Things she never would have known without becoming a Pilot.

That was why she pulled the zipper of her suit up, adjusting until everything was meticulously settled in its proper place. It was why she had voiced not a single complaint when her dragon had decided to accept the offer to join this squad as it formed and the only reason why she did not ask to be left behind on this training drill.

Mercy wasn’t bitter about being chosen to go, not at all. This was simply part of her job and she would do it as obligated by duty and then she would go back to her work on rotation at the hospital and keeping up with her required simulations. It was all just part of the price she paid to have a better life than the one she’d been resigned to before they had dragged her out of the seedy underbelly of Aurora’s gang culture. She was grateful, most of the time.

She grabbed her helmet and assembled with the rest of the squad as everyone seemed to finish up with their preparations. Brown eyes didn’t actually look at the people around them. Mercy barely spoke to any of her fellow squad mates. They were just people she worked with, people that she cooperated with, that looked after her back while she watched theirs.

Mercy did not know them and did not really care that much. As long as they did their job and she did hers - that was all that really mattered. At least this wasn’t one of those horrendously awkward mandatory dinners they all had to have together.

The commander went to the front to speak, it wasn’t overly long or wordy, for which Mercy was very grateful. She just hoped there wouldn’t be much response. The longer it took them to leave the longer this whole thing would feel. It was impossible to make three days actually go by faster, but she could make it feel faster by remaining busy. Standing in the locker room was not at all engaging. It was boring, and she might not think much of the idea of having fun on this excursion, but being out there getting things done was better than doing nothing in here.

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Advanced Training Complex / Re: Knock Knock [Moonie]
« on: April 10, 2018, 03:56:50 pm »
If nothing else, Matt had the sense enough to be prepared for a fight the moment his arms made it around Heather’s shoulders. She struggled and raged at him, but he was definitely the stronger and more stubborn one between the two of them in this instance. He knew she didn’t have near as much fight in her as she tried to puff up that she did, which was only confirmed as their brief battle ended with her collapsed and crying in his arms.

It didn’t matter that Matt held no actual psychic empathy. He knew that all the venom was just an attempt to drive him away because she didn’t want to deal with him and whatever they might (or might not) be making each other feel.

“I’m not going to leave you alone like this, Heather.” He gently rubbed at her back in little circles with one hand while the other fished a handkerchief out of his pocket. It was emblazoned with the Hellions logo, naturally, but he offered it to her without hesitating - hardly mattered to him if it got some snot and tears on it. “Do you really hate me that much? I didn’t think I was so bad; all I want to do is be your friend. Who cares if you’re a bitch? I still like you.”

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Margad / Breakfast for Two [Goblin]
« on: April 10, 2018, 09:33:42 am »
No amount of excitement over his first date in what felt like forever could make five in the morning not seem hellishly early. Sure, Maddy probably could have gotten away with sleeping in just a bit later, but he had set his alarm extra early so he wouldn’t be late. It turned out to be a good thing, because he spent almost half an hour in the shower trying to wake up and another hour indecisively rummaging through his closet for a good breakfast date outfit.

Most of his clothing was scene stuff, meant for wearing out in the evenings to clubs and bars and parties.

Picking out his clothes was harder than he thought. Maddy agonized over balancing cute and flirty versus blatant invitation. He hadn’t been so nervous about making a good impression in a very long time. Actually maybe never, since most of the men that paid attention to him favored blatant invitation and slutty.

Halvard was different than most of the men he met, though.

That alone was enough to make butterflies dance around his belly. Maybe it was time to try something different. His typical choice in men had never worked out for him, those aggressive guys that were quick to paw all over him and take and take and take from him always ended the same way – with Maddy hurt and heartbroken as he desperately broke free from a bad situation.

Of course he jumped headfirst into that same type of relationship over and over again, but maybe Halvard was just the wrench he needed thrown into the mix to break that negative cycle.

Finally Maddy settled on hip-hugging jeans with rips in the knees (fashionably of course) and a cute pink V-neck with three-quarter sleeves made of a thin, bordering on sheer, material. A pair of hi-top sneakers and some colorful bangles on his left wrist finished off the look of casual but cute.

It was maybe five minutes before seven when he pushed through the AHOW doors, red eyes darting around nervously as he smoothed down his shirt, even though there weren’t any wrinkles to smooth. Maddy’s heart was thrumming with little flutters as he worried about dozens of insignificant things, like Halvard not liking the way he parted his hair that morning or thinking his outfit wasn’t dressy enough or another perceived imperfection.

At least he didn’t have to worrying about the possibility of being stood up, because his eyes came to rest on his date, sitting with coffee at the same table they had briefly spoken at before. Maddy’s tummy did a little flop as he tried to saunter over with as much confidence as he could muster.

“Good morning, Handsome.” Maddy chirped as he slid into the seat across from Halvard, a flirty smile tugging at the corners of his lips.

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Libra Characters / Travis De Luca; Civilian
« on: March 30, 2018, 06:08:55 pm »
BASIC INFORMATION

Full name: Travis De Luca
Alias: Fido
Gender: Male
Age: 23
Height: 6’2”
Race: Werewolf
Sexuality: Opportunist
Nationality: Libran
Occupation: Body Modification Specialist


PHYSICAL APPEARANCE

Travis De Luca

Travis is a tall and lanky youth. His long body is narrow instead of blocky but his physique is made up of well-defined musculature. All those lean muscles are wrapped in warm skin that falls somewhere between russet and terra-cotta. Like the rest of him, his face is somewhat narrow, with softer edges instead of stronger, more squared features like the other males in his family.

A mop of medium length and very red hair falls haphazardly into his face. Yellow-gold eyes stare out of his face full of mischief and are usually accompanied by his wide mouth twisted in a smirk. Slightly thin lips hide pearly white teeth and a pair of pronounced canines.

Fashion isn’t a high priority. Mostly comfortable shirts, jeans, and shoes make up his wardrobe. He likes jewelry, though. Travis is particularly fond of leather corded and braided bracelets or wrist cuffs. Multiple necklaces are another common grouping of accessories. Then of course are his piercings. A “snake bite” in his lower lip, his earlobes, as well as two hoops high in the cartilage and those are just the obvious ones. If you want to know about the other ones you’ll just have to go hunting for them.

There is a very stylized tattoo of a sun over his heart, and a moon with two stars on his right hip.

In the hybrid wolf form Travis grows quite a lot, topping out at eight feet if he stands at his full height. His body remains gangly, but clearly bulkier than his human self. The fur on the beast is a mix of red, brown, and gray.



PERSONALITY

Obnoxiously stubborn about doing things his own way, Travis is not exactly good at being compromising on most things. He wraps himself up in a layer of snark and smugness to keep most people at arm’s length. Despite a tendency to be abrasive and somewhat combative, he’s a fierce and loyal friend if you can get him to call you that.



SKILLS

The Usual Suspects
•   Heightened senses, speed, strength, and reflexes.
•   Can change into a hybrid wolf form that is even stronger.
•   Superior immunity to diseases and phenomenal healing capabilities.
•   Ages much slower and lives much longer than humans.

The Less Usual Suspects
•   Saliva has healing properties.
•   Does not have a weakness to silver.
•   Generates tons of body heat.
•   Super high metabolism means always hungry.



RELATIONSHIPS
Tanner De Luca: A grizzled old Knight and a real hard ass. Blood says the man is his father, but they don’t have much of a relationship.

Holly De Luca: A well-meaning housewife and his mother. She still tries to mother him and he still lives to make her worry.

Cyrus De Luca: Golden Boy Knight, always doing what father says and never getting in trouble. They avoid each other whenever possible.

Belladonna De Luca: Little sister and slight pest, but one he genuinely loves most in his family. She is still in training to be a jockey.

Kibble: A female gray tabby cat missing her left front leg. He has had her since she was a kitten, taking her to a vet after he had saved her from being harassed by a dog. Since the kitten was just a stray the vet was going to send her to a shelter where she might have never been adopted because of her missing leg. Travis already had his own apartment by then so he took her home with him.



BACKSTORY

Born second, Travis spent the first four years of his life as the baby, until his little sister came along and turned him into the middle child. They weren’t a terribly remarkable or out of the ordinary family, aside for being werewolves in a predominantly human culture. His father is a Knight, so a pillar of society as a military man, but the wolf was a hard man to be raised by with his authoritarian view of keeping his family running smoothly.

Being stuck in the middle, between an older brother he could never quite live up to and a younger sister that was regarded as a flawless princess, Travis holds a lot of resentment for always getting what he could only describe as “the shit end of the stick”.

The troublemaker and problem child became the center of his identity at home. With nothing he did ever being good enough to live up to what he considered unfair expectations he decided that trying wasn’t worth the effort. In fact, the only time he felt he could really get attention from his parents was when he caused them issues, so learned that bad behavior was the only thing that actually focused the family on him and not either of his siblings.

Instead of going after higher education and attempting to join the military as his father wanted, Travis barely finished the free public education system before turning his back on his family entirely. He was always fairly creative and a good artist, so he apprenticed at a tattoo parlor. Now he makes his living inking or piercing up clients, collecting his own piercings and ink along the way.

Travis is rather pleased overall with his life and with being a disappointment.

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The Libra / Re: Life in Black and White
« on: March 28, 2018, 07:40:50 am »
Maybe it would have been good for them both if Eit really did hit him. That or it was more of Deacon’s selfishness. If his partner hit him for being an asshole it would have assuaged his own guilt slightly, but that would have only made Eit feel worse.

Some ugly part of Deacon wanted to make everyone feel worse, to make them hurt like he hurt.

Anger felt good. It felt empowering. Feeling full of fire and rage left no room for the hurt, the pain, or worst of all the fear. Having that anger bounce off of Eit and be returned fueled him. It was better than the constant pity and worry. Deacon thought he should go into a drunken rage more often if it made him feel this alive when nothing else he tried could incite him out of his melancholy.

Part of him just wanted to keep provoking his partner, push him further, and make him crack even as Deacon was crumbling. He hated that selfish, bitter part of himself, but the more frightened he had become the stronger that part of him grew.

The rest of him wanted to stop. Fighting with Eit, taking any of this out on him, was wrong.

It was hard for the mage to bring that side of him around when a giant, angry elf was still standing in front of him, screaming in that high, trilling voice. It didn’t matter how justified his friend was in his anger, drunk Deacon only cared about the emotion itself, not the logic or rationality behind it. All he wanted, needed, was to keep hold of that spark of fire.

The words didn’t even matter. Hell, Deacon could barely process what was being yelled at him. His mind glossed over most of it, seizing on only certain key words to react (more like overreact) to and Eit was giving him plenty to work himself up with.

Nobody could call his friend selfish. Caring didn’t make Eit selfish, it made him stupid. The man had completely put his life on hold to take care of Deacon and he didn’t deserve one bit of it.

Fire turned to ice in an instant and Deacon knew that he had buried the knife quite deep. It was enough to make him pause, hesitating and unsure. He could respond to anger with more anger, but this wasn’t that. Eit wasn’t really angry as he told him off for using “that” against him. At least he didn’t think he was still angry, or at least if he was it was different than the anger of a few moments ago.

Deacon was missing something important, but he couldn’t put it together through the muddled mess in his head, which he realized was pounding something fierce. He raised his hands to press against his temples as he pushed past Eit, stumbling away from the couch as he felt the need to move before he burst from building tension.

This was not right. Nothing was ever right anymore.

“Well I am running out of time, aren’t I?” Deacon didn’t yell it this time, he didn’t shout or rage it, just more of a resigned tiredness. “I don’t want to die, Eit. I know you and Gray think I’m so fucking stupid or that I have some kind of death wish, but you don’t know a fucking thing either.

“Do you think I enjoy any part of this? Do you think I am hurting myself, or you, on purpose? Then you don’t fucking know me at all.” Deacon would never hurt Eit on purpose; he would gladly throw himself on the sword if it meant sparing his partner pain. That wasn’t really an option here. No matter what he did he was going to hurt his friends. He knew that better than anyone.

“Please Eit; I don’t want to fight with you anymore.” With the fire gone all he felt was exhaustion, his hands moved from his temples to press his palms against his eyes as he squeezed them shut, fighting a feeling of vertigo.

It was just another thing for him to fail at, really, because he swayed and went down like a sack of bricks in the middle of the living room floor.

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The Libra / Re: Life in Black and White
« on: March 27, 2018, 06:05:45 am »
Any other time the posturing probably wouldn’t have mattered, but drunk and angry, Deacon forced himself to stand up, an action that was accompanied by a wave of dizziness and nausea that he stubbornly ignored. If this was a fight he didn’t like Eit towering over him, and part of him was itching for a fight, at least when he was pissed off he felt something besides emptiness and dread.

“So fucking what if I’m sick?” Honestly at this point his illness seemed a fairly moot point to take into consideration on whether or not he should do something. He was damned if he did and damned if he didn’t, right? “Would it make you happy if I just stayed in bed for the rest of my short, miserable fucking existence? Excuse me for wanting to go out and do something for one goddamn night. Who cares if it was something stupid? At least I managed to go do it.”

Deacon couldn’t summon the energy or willpower to leave the house a lot of days, and he knew it was going to get worse. That was all logic in the back of his head, but he couldn’t make a logical argument right now, just like he couldn’t sympathize with Eit’s feelings on the matter in that moment.

“And I never asked you to worry about me. Not one fucking time did I ask you to do that. It isn’t your job to worry about me.” He conveniently ignored the fact that if their positions were reversed he would have been just as annoyingly fussy and frustrated. If Eit were dying he didn’t know what he would do. Probably not handle it nearly as well as Eit was handling Deacon’s own impending doom.

In the back of his head Deacon knew that he needed to stop talking, because he was only going to end up hurting them both, but he couldn’t stop that alcohol-driven locomotive.

“I have a great fucking idea, go find yourself a resonance to nag instead and leave me the hell alone.” As soon as the words were out of his mouth they reignited his earlier hurt and resentment that he had tried so hard to drown in booze.

This was all Eit’s goddamn fault - at least in his liquor-muddled mind.

“Oh yeah, Firefly told me about resonances earlier today, like how all of you have one. Funny that I would need to learn that from some stranger in a chatroom instead of from, I don’t know, my idiot partner.” Deacon honestly didn’t know which bothered him more – that Eit had one or that he hadn’t told him about it.

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Open Space / Re: Point of No Return [Crew of The Loveless]
« on: March 22, 2018, 05:32:17 am »
No one had ever done that before. Why would someone wipe his tears away? How often had he even felt tears on his cheek? Not frequently enough for a human. Maybe if he had been allowed to cry he would know better what he should do about it. That was a pointless line of thought that helped him not at all now.

The fingers pushing through his hair felt comforting, so Wolf leaned his head gently into Aesir’s touch. It was strange and new, this being comforted by physical contact. Nero had done it too, although in a somewhat different way. He wasn’t sure why it brought him comfort or felt good to have them touch him, but he was sure they understood it far better than he did. If he remembered later he would have to ask about the correlation between the contact and the feelings.

For now he simply let Aesir lead him away. Wolf didn’t argue or resist being put to bed by his young friend. He drank the water and lay down without complaint, turning to face the wall and curling up with a heavy sigh. Obeying orders was comforting in a completely different way, the AI liked following directives, which was what it was designed to do.

If an AI could be said to like anything.

Eight hours later was awake, not that he had actually slept, and suited up just like everyone else. Wolf watched the others go through the strange hoop one by one, until it seemed it was his turn to step into the unknown. He felt himself shudder, but knew resistance was futile. Kirkley had said they all had to go, and if he didn’t walk through on his own he would be forced through by the giant creature beneath him.

It was stupid and he didn’t know why he did it, but Wolf closed his eyes and did his best to cover them over the visor of his void suit helmet as he took a hesitant step forward. The sensation was unpleasant and strange, but once he felt it stop he dropped his hands and looked around, mouth going slack as he took in everything. It looked alien to him, who knew only the metal and glass of space stations and ships, he had never been to a true planet or seen anything green and alive quite like this - certainly never on this magnitude.

The AI hummed in his mind, he could almost feel it whirling and twirling and buzzing as it tried to process this new place. Wolf cautiously took off his helmet since it seemed safe to do so, and took a deep breath, the AI immediately set about analyzing the air. It smelled unlike anything he knew up to that point. He still could not triangulate his position in the universe, which was disconcerting, and he scowled at that whatever had been affecting him before the portal apparently had not been completely resolved by stepping through it. As far as the AI was concerned, they were nowhere, and maybe also everywhere. It simply could not tell.

“I do not like it here.” Not that it mattered what he liked.

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