Blood flow was slow, so his hands were cold, his lips were cold, his eyes were cold. Vaughan let out a bit of a gurgling noise when he was being let onto the ground. The tile was cold too and he let out a whimper when he let his head smash against the tile, too thick and heavy to keep it up. His eyelids half closed and he left his mouth open to gasp and pant at the slowed pace. A hand unzipping his coat, a face at his neck, murmurs.
No, don’t make it feel good, please…, his mind reeled, if it felt good, then would this still be… Bad? Vaughan pushed at Nikas shoulders sluggishly, his lips almost numb. He wanted to draw Nika to him because he was so damned warm, but wanted to push him away because of what he was doing. Why would his friend do this? He swallowed before letting out a whimper and closing his eyes, hot tears ran down the side of his face, making his ears itch.
While Nika worked on getting his uniform shirts up to expose his chest, he could feel his heart moving a little faster, feel it pump just a little bit more. His breath was heavier, and hot and he let out a cry when he felt something wet against his nipple. “Nika… Stop… Please.” Still so sluggish, he could barely move, and the tears wouldn’t stop even when it didn’t really hurt all that much.
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Curled up, his pants newly pulled up, his undershirt still bunched up around his armpits and his uniform coat. The tears stopped, but his eyes were still red, and his lips were red and puffy. His lower lip quivered silently but once Nika said his sentence, how he didn’t want to make Vaughan cry, the redheaded teenager sat up and smiled over at his friend before rubbing his sleeve over his eyes. “It’s… Okay.” His voice was thick.
With mild pain, he sat up and pulled his shirt down, ignoring any hickeys Nika might have left around his piercings. Looking in the other direction awkwardly, Vaughan slowly stood up, stumbling and pressing his hand against the wall so he didn’t land on his ass. That would have hurt. he mused silently before going over to the door and unlocking it. “I… I have to go… Um… Shower.” A slow nod an Vaughan looked over his shoulder and smiled at his friend. “I won’t tell anyone… I… I… I’m still your friend… Okay?” His lower lip was gnawed on between his teeth and he stepped outside the room slowly.
“Thanks for the help with the math, Nika.” A quick nod and he left the room to gather his things and return to his dorm.
