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Solar System / Re: Breathe Into Me [Marak]
« on: March 23, 2019, 06:52:06 pm »
His touch was grounding and as his words washed uncomprehendingly over her that tight knot within her chest began to ease again. Breathing slowly became a more controlled process so that the drumming against her ribs no longer ached and pulsed within her every cell. Her eyes danced in their continued struggle with sight. One moment his face was there and in the next brother was gone.

Keinara gasped, reaching for him and only settling once more at his quick return. Something cooling and wet was placed against her lips then. Water filled her mouth, making her think she would drown, returning to the nothingness once more before suddenly her throat squeezed and she swallowed painfully. He allowed her several sips more until she sank back into the warm cocoon of the bed wearily.

"A Dragon," she whispered then, testing the word out and even tasting her lips as if to taste the concept itself. The word itself was both familiar and foreign to her. It invoked a well of deep satisfaction within her and yet was elusive enough to slip away from her like the ether of the nothingness.

"I do not understand, Brother. I do not know me."

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Haviah / Re: The Taming [very much M] [Goblin]
« on: March 23, 2019, 06:37:22 pm »
Joseph saw the movement out of the corner of his eye and chose to completely tune it out right up until a pair of booted feet thunked onto his desk as if it were a simple home coffee table and not his place of work. Cold, dead, steel eyes deviated from the screens long enough to glare in silent offense at the boots. Not once though did they raise to meet those of the offending individual attached to said boots. Instead they silently returned the screen.

Ever in control, the Pilot reached across the desk for his coffee cop and took a long draw. A sneer curled his lips though at the drink having gone cold. The cup was replaced precisely into the exact same spot it had been removed from and Joseph at last straightened. He rose from his seat, removing his glasses as he went, and rounded the desk in a manner that spoke of the unleashed predator buried deep within.

He came to rest in front of Orphen, his rear shelved on the edge of the desk and his own ankles crossed on the floor. It might have even appeared to have been an entirely relaxed posture if not for the way his eyes bored into the elf's face. If he even recognised the other Pilot, his face did not show it. Instead he used the heel of his hand to forcefully shove the offending boots off his desk and clear his throat.

"So this is the kind of trash they send off to drown in Samariel," he intoned in his deep, gravelly voice while crossing his arms loosely over his chest. Jospeh scoffed and sneered as he gave Orphen a disapproving once over. "Can't even be assed to dress appropriately or address your superior officer accordingly. Pilot this is my office not a lounge. You will shape up immediately and pay me and this office the necessary respect we are accorded or you will find yourself being escorted out and written up for insubordination. Do I make myself clear?" Jospeh asked in a cool, even tone.

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Advanced Training Complex / Re: Hooked on a Feeling (Goblin)
« on: January 07, 2019, 07:47:30 am »
Shale nodded his head as he listened, remembering his own days as a Candidate and the long hours that had come from hard work and study. His own eyes shifted to scan the filling halls before he nodded his head again. "Run along then, Candidate Corriveau and don't be late," he urged her gently while moving to step and press back against the wall again and out of her way. "Keep up your hard work and it won't be long before you're a fine Pilot yourself."

He abstained from commenting on her opinion though. While he would not damn her for being so bold, he also did not feel it was his place to encourage such behaviour. Candidacy was so hard, he didn't need to be crushing what spirit that still survived in the next generation of soldiers.

Her words stuck with him though. Young, she may have been and oh so sweet and naive. But, there were pearls of truth in her suggestions. If you let people slip away then you would end up alone. You had to make efforts to keep people close just as they did. A relationship, a friendship, a family, it took at least two people to make it happen and none of those things would ever happen if he didn't take the time to put his own actions into motion.

He made a mental note to message his cousins for dinner. He hadn't seen the cutest button in existence, Almond in ages it felt like. He loved the little pyromaniac and Deego likely could use a break from fatherhood for an hour or two. And Cinna was newly married so of course Soba would be invited. Those two always had a way of making a room feel small with their affection for each other. It was a good sight to see.

As the last students trickled out of the auditorium, Shale quietly slipped back in. There were a handful of students still talking with Royal, their faces bright and questioning. His own face lit up without his knowing, his ears perking up and his tail wagging gently behind him.

Bells chimed the time to be in class and all too soon the young future Pilots were scattering out the door leaving the pair of Kulshedra alone. "It seems you're still the ATC favourite, Pilot Bloom."

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The Rest of Aedolis / Re: To The Things That We Don't Say [Goblin]
« on: January 04, 2019, 01:23:42 pm »
"Because we are friends it warrants saying thanks all the more. It's important to tell the people you care about that you appreciate them, that you value you them, and that they mean something special to you. If you just let it go unsaid then you risk losing them."

She smiled and waved her hand at his comment about making things easy. Neither of them had. They both had made mistakes and had poor impressions of the other. It was all in the past now. All that mattered was the present because in the present they were friends and colleagues and happy with their working relationship.

Her nose crinkled at mention of Orphen's bibi. Another bibi came to mind though as she couldn't truly imagine Ren's birthgiver being all too keen on eating in such an establishment either. Family was such a tough topic for her and she desperately tried to not think of flashes of long, red hair, the smell of incense, or the crow's feet in a weathering face. Her family believed her dead and so she too must hold them dead to her.

His jest did soothe her nerves some as she barked a choked laugh and nodded her head. "Yes, yes you did this time. What a relief." Jain giggled and shook her head. "I was so angry with you then, so fed up with everything really I think. At least you stuck around though. Like I said, I'm grateful."

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Margad / Re: Breakfast for Two [Goblin]
« on: January 04, 2019, 11:26:39 am »
Halvard grunted at the other man's response. It really didn't surprise him that a pretty-boy liked to spend his free time in front of a television all day. The fact that he claimed it was not solely for ulterior motives though still left the Solartan skeptical but really what business was it of his? None.

He downed more of his coffee in a deep gulp while eyeing this Maddy in thought. What did the other man think of him? Was he just another monster from one of his movies to him? Was he one of those guys with one of the odder range of appetites? He could only guess at what sort of things Maddy liked. It was always the innocent looking ones that were the kinkiest in his experience.

A shake of his head had him clearing his throat to refocus on the conversation at hand. These were certainly not thoughts for a first date. "I work," he stated plainly. "I work out. I don't really do much in the way of downtime. I like to keep busy, keep moving. My cup of coffee alone as you put it is my treat to myself I suppose.

"You? Or are scary movies your only thing?"

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The Rest of Aedolis / Re: Persistence, Patience, and Pride [Goblin!]
« on: November 20, 2018, 03:33:31 pm »
Blu eyed Sidney from the corner of her eye as the pair walked along. She knew the poor girl was trying and that she really hadn't managed to be as accepting of that proffered bond as she probably should have been. Some days though it was just so hard to get up in the morning, to drag her sizeable ass into work, and to be the leader they all needed and wanted her to be. To be Sidney's buddy, to be her friend, and to admit that she was very much not okay was not something Blu could handle these days. Maybe in another lifetime she would have been comfortable with laying down her armor and showing off her still bleeding wounds. But not now, no now all she wanted to do was bandage herself up and hide it all away. She needed to be strong for others and it was easier to hide her own pain and suffering than let them in and let them see just how much of a mess she really was. The only ones who even came close to knowing just how broken she was were likely Plague and Yavul. Even then, they really didn't know just how many secrets she held and kept buried in the deepest parts of herself. If she had her way, they would never know either.

Sidney though deserved so much more than Blu had in her to give. So for now she could give the younger woman her company for dinner simply because she had asked, because she had been asking for a long while now, and because not everything was about Blu. So tonight could be about Sidney and that was okay too.

"You know," she commented softly, "I think I'm actually in the mood for a salad. Know any good places?" Blu looked sideways to Sideny and attempted a small smile. Gods both she was just so tired. When even was the last time she had eaten? Lunch? No, she'd worked through that. Must have been that sad half sandwich for dinner the night before. Damn.

Her brow crinkled as she tried to focus on the rest of what Sidney was saying and not her own rumbling stomach or aching and stiff limbs. "Schuyler...he's th' uh one with th' skullface, yeah? He seemed like a nice kid. Polite and all that." She snorted softly and shook her head at the quip. "Oh cher, I imagine he does. You still teaching them classes then?"

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The Rest of Aedolis / Re: Dreamin' Of Rainbows[Goblin!]
« on: November 20, 2018, 03:17:01 pm »
"I got a fair few," he admitted gently. Evan wasn't one for making deep friendships that went beyond acquaintances but that wasn't really talk for a moment such as this. And oh how he wanted a moment like this to last and stretch on for a least a couple weeks long. She was beautiful and precious inside and out and he didn't want to miss out on basking in her light for a second.

His grin turned sour though the more she talked about how others treated her. "Well they're just a bunch of idiots, ain't they then? Uff da that's just sillybuggers now. I don't think you're too much, Mia. I think they're just boring and jealous. I hope you don't mind me saying all that. You're...you're ladybug! You're bright and beautiful and cheerful and," his breath caught in his chest suddenly as the blood flushed his cheeks and ears deeply and his brain finally caught up with his fool mouth.

"And I think you'd make a good friend," he added in a shy mutter before stuffing a bit of food in his mouth and chewing slowly to keep from choking or saying anything else silly.

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The Rest of Aedolis / Re: Moving Mountains [Goblin]
« on: November 20, 2018, 03:08:15 pm »
Jain pursed her lips tightly together, exhaling heavily as she mulled something over in her head. She was tired, she was irritated, and she was completely unprepared for having a work partner. Maybe if it had been someone she knew, someone like Cabe or Ren...or Jesse she would have been able to muddle through it and be okay. But, this stranger was pretentious and an asshole. He made apologies for situations he created and could have easily amended by simply NOT behaving poorly. He stomped on all her toes in such a short amount of time and yet insisted that it wasn't intentional even as he constantly tested her.

What had she even done to deserve a partner like this? Had she really good and well fucked up? Jain hadn't thought she had been doing poorly. Surely after Jesse's death she had still managed to keep her head above water. Was she really screwing up that badly that she hadn't even noticed? Was that what this was all about? She needed a handler to keep her in control now too? Or was she meant to be the handler keeping track of some washed out burnout Pilot? That certainly would explain his attitude if nothing else.

Fine, then. She could do this. It was just a job. He would work on this mission with her. They would succeed and then she would move on and he would return back to where he came. Easy. She could do this.

"Then consider that your first lesson in working with me, Pilot Lyre." Taking a deep, calming breath, Jain smoothed her hands out on the table and continued in a gentler tone. "No one notices me on the first go around. It's my gift. Try not to take it personally. If we're going to work together successfully then you're going to have to get used to this behaviour. And we're going to need to work together whether we like it or not. The mission takes priority over our own sentiments towards working solo or in pairs as we've been assigned. That goes for both of us, self included.

"Now then," she straightened in her seat and set her small tablet on the table. "How do you usually begin assessing priorities for your mission? I like to make a gameplan before I go in. Improvisation isn't my favourite thing in the world without several backups organised first."

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Margad / Re: Nine Lives
« on: November 07, 2018, 07:26:47 am »
Joan, hand extended to pull the sheets from Jonesy saw the exact moment his jaw disconnected from the rest of his brain and feverishly began to try and hardboot back to functioning. Her own brown eyes followed his gaze and instantly understood what the dilemma was. Ellis was a very, very attractive man and Joan could personally vouch for his talents between the sheets and in dark closet spaces. The tattoo that encapsulated move of his body was one she herself had traced and touched and kissed on many occasions. He was gorgeous and perhaps had it been anyone else besides Ellis that had caught Jonesy's attention so thoroughly she would have jumped at the opportunity to tease him.

But, it was Ellis. It was their squadmate, Jonesy's subordinate, and her best friend. For that reason, although she averted her eyes from the unintentional show, she remained rooted in place. Jonesy was more than welcome to look, Ellis certainly didn't seem to mind, but Joan still wasn't sure what to make of the situation. It was too soon after her argument with him the night before for him to have talked to Ellis about his feelings. If she stayed at least she knew nothing would happen and Jonesy couldn't either embarrass himself or earn himself an impressive shiner courtesy of her fist.

Only once Ellis was fully clothed and standing at their sides did she move forward to scoop up the soiled bedlinens and slink out of the room. Hopefully the temptation had lessened enough for both men's sakes. The bloodied sheets were carried through the kitchen and into the offshoot laundry room where Joan carefully opened them up and separated out the things that needed stain treatment and the items that had managed to remain unscathed. When she came across the remaining afterbirth though she half wished that she had remembered to nick a pair of gloves from Jonesy in her flurry to flee. With a displeased scowl, she picked up as much of it as she could before disposing of it in the trash and sealing the bag for taking out later. From there the rest was easy, treat the sheets, start the load, wash her hands off, and try to find some semblance of composure.

She just couldn't explain why knowing a kitten was dead made her hurt so badly inside. She knew she had every right to be sad but was she really the only one that felt so close to tears every time she thought of it? For fuck's sake, she killed people for a living, she defended her country from threats within, how could a tiny lifeless kitten do this? Maybe it was because it was so helpless and innocent unlike the monsters she was sent away on missions to destroy.

Joan banged her head back against the wall opposite the washer before straightening and exiting. She could hear Jonesy in the cabinets opening and closing them in search of something. The water already in the coffee machine and the fact it was moved further forward than where Ellis normally kept it clued her into what he was up to.

"Grounds are in the cabinet to your left and mugs are above the sink. I call the seven-legged septapus mug with enough sugar to turn my coffee into syrup. Breakfast sounds good though. Ellis you up for it? Need help?" Joan hopped onto an empty counter and let her legs swing back and forth there. "I don't know about you two but today definitely feels like a couch sprawling and movie watching day, doesn't it?"

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Synesthesia / Welcome to the Show [Solo Oneshot] [M]
« on: November 06, 2018, 07:12:55 pm »
"--hands up like a rollercoaster. This love is taking over. Take us higher, here we go. Oh, oh, oh. Welcome to the show!"

Long gloved arms shot up in the air to sway and wriggle to the beat of the music. The young blonde didn't consider for one second how she looked as she let the music free her. The lyrics belted off her tongue and her head rocked side to side, sending loose, feathery platinum strands of hair fluttering about when they didn't stick to the clammy skin of her neck and cheeks.

Joan had needed a break from all things Pilot and squad related so she had high-tailed it out of work come Friday on the first rail going anywhere that was outside of Margad. She hadn't even packed a bag, just threw on some fun clothes and bolted. Between the arguments with Jonesy, the exhausting drills, the antics with Ellis, the worrying and fawning over Mattie's new kittens, and the countless restless nights of late, Joan was more than ready to run and treat herself to some personal pampering of some sort or another.

Four corndogs, a giant soft pretzel, a triple scoop ice cream, and an extra large cone of candied almonds later, Joan had felt sated enough in the hunger department to bounce her way off to the clubs where hours later she was still dancing and singing her ass off. All around her people were getting lost in the music, feeding the empath full of a feel-good high. This was exactly what she needed. No more anxiety and negativity constantly pelted at her, although to be fair Jonesy was trying to be better at that. No more jumping to take care of others. No more being hit on by dumbasses who thought boasting about the size of their dick was the way to win a woman's heart. Alright, maybe there were those two jerks at the bar earlier but they had been easy enough to blow off.

But, the point was she could let her hair down and just melt into the crowd and the beat. She danced for hours until her head was spinning and a fine sheen of sweat coated her skin. She crooned song lyrics until her tongue felt heavy and her throat felt like fire. Joan let herself be free so that she felt like she was flying. It was good to forget obligations and responsibilities for a little while.

So hours later when she was exhausted to the bone, it was a good weariness too, she was ready to call it a night. It was the kind of tiredness that promised a long, dreamless sleep and a slow, lazy re-emergence into the land of the living much, much later. As a chronic sufferer of nightmares and worse, she was hardly about to pass that up. The only question that remained now was whether she should trundle her ass home on the rail again where morning meant facing reality again or if she should rent herself a room for the night and risk the disorientating horror of sleep paralysis in a new environment.

She lit up a cigarette, taking a heavy drag of it before coughing and stubbing it back out. It wasn't what she wanted. Joan flicked the whole thing into a disposal bin as she meandered past it.

"Now ain't that a waste. Kids these days just don't know how to smoke," a smooth voice growled at her from a nearby bench.

The Pilot rolled her eyes and set her jaw, choosing to ignore the man and walk onwards than waste her breath on him. The man stood up to follow her, making Joan stand up straighter, her hands slipping into her coat pockets to grip her com and blindly unlock it. She caught sight of him from the corner of her eye and felt a chill run up her spine. He was huge. Even as a highly trained Pilot, Joan could see she was outmatched for weight and height should things dissolve into a physical alteration. If it meant anything, she really wasn't in the mood for one either.

"I said you wasted the cigarette, kid. If you're not going to smoke them, then don't buy them. I could teach you if you wanted though. Could teach you all kinds of things," he purred, falling into step right beside her. "Got nothing to say for yourself, princess? Come on now I'm only teasing you. Surely a pretty girl like you knows how to have fun, yeah? Maybe? Smile for me princess. I bet you're real pretty when you smile."

At the first lit intersection she found, Joan took a sharp right and tried to peel away from the stranger into an oncoming crowd. Not even his gasp of surprise stopped her as she quickened her pace to catch up with a gaggle of girls ahead of her. If she could keep to safety in numbers then maybe she wouldn't have to beat the living shit out the creep at the cost of her own health.

A bruising grip suddenly yanked her back and spun her around to face her attacker. "Jo?" he asked, earning a fierce glare as she swung to strike him. The hand in her pocket clutching her com, pressed nine and then dial moments before he caught her punch and trapped her arms firmly against her sides. It was not that long ago that young Pilots like her had suddenly gone missing in a case that had affected several domes across the country. Was that what this was? Or was it a "simple" case of assault and worse?

Joan didn't want to wait to find out. She could only hope and pray that the person on the other line wouldn't think she was up to her usual mischief and would recognise the potential trouble of her calling and not answering. She rocked back onto her heels and dropped her weight like a rock, forcing her captor to become unbalanced and crouch over her. Joan did not stop there as she then used her free legs to her advantage to kick and twist about violently while screaming and shouting at the top of her lungs. She was not going to be prey. She was not going to be a victim. She was not going to be some man's toy tonight.

She was yanked up onto her feet again and squeezed tight into a bear hug, her arms trapped between them and his arms crushing her head and waist to his body. That low voice was calm and smooth as he fought to speak over her and be heard. But Joan didn't want to hear him. She didn't want to be here. She didn't want to be touched. She didn't want to listen to this monster that acted like he knew her.

"Joanna listen to me! Jo! It's me. You didn't forget me, did you Lil Sting?"

Lil Sting.

That name made her freeze suddenly, her breath frozen within her breast as she turned wide, brown eyes up to meet his doe-eyed gaze. "What did you just call me?" she barked hoarsely.

"Lil Sting," he repeated, loosening his grip and smiling. "It's me, dad. You didn't forget your old man, did you?"

Joan felt sick as she ripped herself from his embrace and stumbled backwards. "I hardly recognised you though," he continued. "You look just like your mom. You've really grown up. How you doin' kid?"

Her nostrils flared as he just stood there smiling toothily with open arms. Joan though felt nothing but rage for the man before her. This was the disgusting piece of trash that had sired her? This was the degrading filth that had moments earlier hunted her like a predator? This man who sure as shit did not look dead like Nonna Anna had said and did not look drugged out of his mind as she had suspected was her father? This was the infamous no-show dad, Joseph Bartholomew Tucker?

The Scorpion shook her head from side to side first slowly and then faster and faster until her blonde ponytail was whipping from side to side and beating her cheeks. She back-pedaled away until her shoulder clipped a lamppost and then she turned and bolted. Joan ran and ran unsure if she was being followed or not but unwilling to chance it. She couldn't do it. She couldn't stay and see him and everything he represented from her past. He may not have been the one to harm her but he had good as doomed her to a life of nightmares and suffering.

By the time she made it to the rail station, she was shaking with adrenaline and completely out of breath. Her lungs were screaming and seizing for air even as she moved to lean up against a tiled wall. Gasping for air she plunged her hand into her coat and rummaged around until she was able to drag out com, still on with an answered call.

"Jonesy?" she asked, voice shaky and ragged. "I'm okay. Can you meet me at the Margad station in a couple hours? I'm coming home on the next rail from Haviah and I don't want to go home alone."

So much for a peaceful birthday weekend alone.

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Margad / Re: Nine Lives
« on: November 05, 2018, 03:34:15 am »
"Good shower?" she returned softly, rolling her back until she was pressing against his legs and stealing some of his humid warmth for her own. "They're such good little babies. Everyone here seems to be okay and happy," she told him before looking up to him and reaching to pet his cheek with the back of her knuckles. Joan mulled his question over for a few moments while she just enjoyed being close to someone for a moment. Then, a smile tugged at her lips and she brightened some. "Yeah I think I would. Probably not the remaining six but one or two," she giggled, "or even three might be nice. I think I could use a little snuggle buddy when I'm home so I stop invading your home all the time for Ellis and Mattie cuddles."

She was interrupted from saying more as Jonesy made his presence known in the house and approached them. Joan tilted her head back even further to peer around Ellis's side. Was that a blush? She dipped her head away and said nothing as she sat up properly and gave the man beside her a tight side hug. Contrary to what Jonesy feared, she wasn't interested in exacting payback and instead chose to show the man some mercy.

"As much as I enjoy seeing you all sexy and clean, you should probably get dressed before you get sick again, amigato. I know how much you love soup after all." Joan squeezed him again, nuzzling her head against his shoulder before dragging herself back to her feet. She refrained from giving him another kiss out of respect to Jonah who probably stake her with a rusty spoon if she did.

"Seven little kittens," she answered while approaching Jonesy, feeling half amused and half apologetic at his attention to the pile of sheets where she had tried to keep the worst of it tucked inside and out of sight. "I'd be careful with that there were still some um...mess in there I was going to get rid of when I went to put in the laundry. I think she ate most of it though."

Her smile dropped though as she came to stand beside him and the thought of mess and an eighth unfortunate little furball came to mind. "We lost one," she told him roughly, hanging her head and wrapping her arms across herself in a form of self-hug. "Ellis wants to name it but I couldn't think of anything. Maybe you...? It's...in the freezer." Joan felt guilt wash over her even though there was nothing she could have done to help the little one. She still wished she could have and kicked herself for being helpless.

"Here you want me to take care of these? You should go see the little babies. They're kind of cute like your Borsises. They're sort of like patchy little demon furballs."

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Margad / Re: Bad Apple Remix [nephero] [M!!!]
« on: November 05, 2018, 03:09:27 am »
Joan's stomach roiled as she once more withstood a fullblown empathic assault to the senses. She wanted to scream, to tear the walls of the room down, to smash Jonah's face into the nearest hard surface until it became unrecognisable, to vomit until even dry heaving hurt but she couldn't stop. His rage was incomprehensible. She had had no idea just how deeply he had been suffering inside and yet she was divided on his pain.

On the one hand she felt grief and compassion for him. Joan knew better than any other outsider the demons he likely had to fight on a daily basis because of his trauma. She had her own after all. His presence also equally forced the nightmares to return with a vengeance after the canister incident a few days ago. But, on the other hand her own rage rose up within her like hot tar, coating and sticking to her insides until everything burned and hurt.

He knew. Jonah Cole knew that she was also a survivor; it was written all over her star-damned file after all. And yet he still tortured her and flung his shit around at her without accepting responsibilities for his actions. Sure, the daily migraines and nausea she was cursed with thanks to his constant aura of disgust and distance absolutely sucked but it was nothing compared to now. It was only thanks to the countless hours spent strapped in a chair and forced to relive not only her own traumas but the emotions of others over and over and over again until she either broke or was capable of surviving it.

Candidacy didn't break her. She was going to die before she let him bring her down now. His words though, so quiet and so full of hate in the still room, stung sharper than an openhanded slap to the face. Her anger wasn't quelled either, if anything it was only more inflamed as she slowly shifted to stare at him. Joan took a deep, load inhale and let it back out forcefully. Then, she gave him a mighty empathic yank, ripping at his negative emotions and pulling them into herself. Tears continued to prickle at her eyes and her brows were knit in concentration. She would never be able to take it all away from him but if he wanted to hurl this at her then fine, she'd claim it for her own. Maybe then they could actually have a fucking civil conversation.

Her knees felt weak by the time she had coiled some of his dark miasma about her person. It was a tiny dent but it would do for now. Her first attempts to speak came out as harsh croaks that turned into a gagging cough for a moment. Joan shook her blonde head sharply and tried again once the waves of nausea were more bearable again.

"You couldn't fucking tell me, Cole?" she replied tiredly. "You've read my fucking file. You know who I am and you still couldn't be a fucking adult about this situation and just tell me 'hey I don't think you're a cunt you're just a constant reminder of past trauma so fuck off and carry on.' You think I want to be here Cole? No, no I really don't. I wanted to be a healer. I wanted to take away people's pain. I wanted to make them happy. I wanted to help them. Instead I got my ass sat on the fear squad with a bunch of emotionally stunted assholes like you and forced to take away happiness instead. I may fucking hate my job but at least I'm doing it!"

Her voice cracked and a single tear finally flooded over the brim of her eye and splashed down her cheek. "Shall I remind you the shit I've gone through before and because of you? My name is Joan Archer. I was raised by my grandmother who loved me dearly. She named me after a star and told me it was the name of a warrior, of a woman who never let a man stand in her way. She died when I was just a kid and I was adopted in by a circus master. He starved us, tortured us, raped us, broke us in every way possible while making us believe it was love, it was affection, it was what we deserved and that he was helping us, that we should be grateful to him and fulfill his needs. I was ten the first time he laid his hands on me although we were groomed for other things much younger than that.

"And when I finally had the courage to run, to get help, I was punished for that too. Fucking Pilot Candidacy stole me from my loved ones, tried to break me, wouldn't let me fucking die when I tried," she shouted, ripping up her sleeves to show her old scars. "And then I'm ordered here. You know how I ended up in hospital during my celebration week? Spent the whole time having my stomach pumped and new blood filtered in my system because I 'partied a little too hard.' Mark my words, outside of this room I will vehemently deny it was anything but an accident. But, I knew exactly what I was taking and I wanted to die.

"I lived." She swallowed thickly. "I fucking lived to be tortured by you on a daily basis, to be made physically sick all because you as a grown-ass adult refuse to control yourself. All because you can't consider anyone else but your fucking self and the effect of your actions! Thanks to you I get to relieve memories I had forgotten at night now. Instead of being my superior, my support, and my fucking teammate you've done nothing but tear me down and scorn me for the better part of a year! You're supposed to have my star-damned back Jonah Cole and instead you're the one killing me the most!

"You listen to me!" Joan rounded on him, the wrath shaking within her as she moved to stand toe to toe with him. She invaded his space, forced him to face her with nowhere to run. It was also probably the dumbest move she had ever made. You did not cage in a wounded animal. You did slap the snarling tiger and expect to not be bit. But, she was hurting and ruled purely by emotion now. Logic had left long ago and tears were falling harder now so that he swam in her vision and yet she latched onto his forearms all the same.

"Listen to me! This can't continue! If you want me gone, then fucking get rid of me. I won't fight a transfer. I'll be out of your fucking way and you can go back to rotting in your own misery because you're too fucking childish to stop being a victim long enough to become a survivor. But I am NOT going to let you drag me down with you. You're not the only one who's been hurt here and every time you put me through hell you let them win." Her hands squeezed him tighter as she pushed in further against him. Joan wasn't sure if she held him now to keep him in place or to keep herself still standing. The tears just would not stop. Her knees felt like jelly and all she wanted to do was find a little corner to hide in and curl up as small as possible. Maybe if she hid the nightmares wouldn't find her. Maybe she would be passed over and some other unfortunate soul would suffer in her place.

"I can't change my name. I can't turn back the clock and stop what happened to you anymore than I can stop it happening to me. I would if I could. No one deserves the shit I endured, the crap I'm sure you did too. But, I am not going to let you hurt me anymore. I have come too far and survived too much to let another man do this to me. Even you! Maybe even especially you. Cut the crap Jonesy and be a fucking adult here. I'm sorry for accusing you of being a predator but I am NOT sorry for calling you out on being a monster. I don't deserve this shit from anyone, least of all you.

"I did everything to try to win your approval. I slaved to be a good empath, to be a good squadmate, to be kind to you, or to stay out of your way and nothing was ever good enough for you! I'm SORRY I am a constant reminder of your past but I am NOT the one who hurt you! I am not your monster here but you, you are mine!

"You're mine," she repeatedly weakly, her hands finally shakily leaving him as she swayed slightly under the sudden exhaustion of popping off both verbally and emotionally at him. This could very well be the end of her career but at least Joan could say she had no regrets. He needed to know. He needed to face the horror he wrought upon her and if Jack wasn't going to put him in her place then she damn well would. Maybe the next empath they found to replace her would have more of a fighting chance. Then again, maybe they'd be a male and not unfortunately named Joan.

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Margad / Re: Nine Lives
« on: November 04, 2018, 05:10:02 pm »
His touches and embraces were a much needed relief. Ellis was such a sweetie and Joan was grateful for the attention and care he paid her as she felt particularly low in those moments. She snuggled and nuzzled him back, uncaring of the mustiness and irony smell she could still detect on him. Instead a soft giggle bubbled weakly up from her chest.

"What a naughty kitty indeed! She's been so busy." The chuckle became full laughter though as Ellis pulled away. "Oh hun she can still get plenty plump if that's what you're worried about. Go have a nice hot shower now, babe. Missy Mattie and I need to have some woman talk now I think," she told him with a wink, reaching to ruffle his hair before giving him a firm shove in the chest towards the bathroom. "I've got this, cap'n!"

Joan waved him off and without waiting for him, retrieved the makeshift catbed and entered his room. The sheets were a mess but burrowed between a wad of blankets and pillows a lump that almost resembled Antimatter. The Pilot carefully climbed onto the bed then and nervously counted seven breathing balls of patchy fur before letting out a relieved sigh.

"Now Miss Mattie I thought you and I had a talk about unprotected sex girly. Tomcats are the worst, always just want to love you and leave you," she rambled softly. Joan offered the cat her hand to sniff before getting a tired headbutt in return. Only then did she reach out to pet the mama cat's back and gently along her sides.

"You're such a good girl, Mattie. Good mama got your babies all clean and fed. So proud of you good girl," Joan cooed as she moved onto petting and inspecting each of the kittens. One by one they were placed in their new bed where they blindly began to mewl and flop about in search of their warm mother. Antimatter watched the entire thing through half-lidded eyes and only once the seventh and final kitten was in the box and Joan was lifting it to move it to a safe corner in the room did she get up to follow. The moment the catbed was on the ground she quickly crawled into it and surrounded her babies who settled back into sleep soon after.

"Thatta girl, Mattie." The cat received several loving head pets and ear scratches for several minutes while Joan distractedly listened to the shower running in the other room. Seven healthy babies, one healthy mama, and one little life that didn't make it. Nine cats, nine little lives all dependent on human intervention and protection in this world. Wasn't there something about a cat having nine lives before it truly laid to rest? What was it Nonna was always saying? Three he plays; three he strays; but the final three he stays? It sounded like something she would say.

Joan sighed and hugged herself as she stood and stared at the messy bed in front of her. The sheets were in serious need of a wash now. Maybe she could get started on that while Ellis was busy. The cats seemed perfectly content and sleepy right now. She could only stare at them so long before she started to think about the tiny body in his freezer currently. She tried not to flinch at the sudden thought of skin crystallizing rock solid over time.

"Laundry it is!" she declared aloud to no one but herself before she began the task of ripping pillowcases of pillows and sheets onto a giant pile on the floor. At least Jonesy wouldn't have to see the mess and have a heartattack from it. Maybe they should order pizza. Was it too early for that? Breakfast pizza was a thing...Eh definitely too early.

She should probably wait to start the laundry until he came out too. No one liked a suddenly icy shower courtesy of the washing machine. Joan sighed again then and with everything in a pile by the bedroom door to be treated and washed she shuffled her way back to kitty corner. Once there she slid down to lay on the floor beside the box with her head propped up in her hand. Quiet, nonsensical murmurs of praise repeated out of her lips as she pet the family of eight slowly and repeatedly and waited for Ellis to return.

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Haviah / Re: The Taming [very much M] [Goblin]
« on: November 04, 2018, 03:57:33 pm »
"Excuse me, sir," a waiter from the restaurant nervously interrupted Joseph's wandering thoughts. "Um one of the patrons wished you to have this," he said, practically shoving the wrapped dessert into the Pilot's hand like it was on fire. "They also wanted to inform you that while they appreciate your generosity, they cannot accept it. And um," the young man dipped his head under Joseph's amused gaze as the older man waited for the barb about to be sent his way. "Well you see they said that they have no interest in children who like to drop their pants and see if their penis is as big as they think it is."

The redhead blushed darkly and fidgeted as Joseph barked with laughter. He thanked the server and sent him back to work with a smile. Trent still had yet to reappear so the dom so no reason why he couldn't have a bit of fun in the meantime. He waited then until he caught Sentria's eye before raising the dessert and nodding his head in thanks. Afterwards though he made a point at tugging at the waistband of his trousers and taking a peek down at the contents with in. His expression turned to one of self-satisfied awe before offering the offended Starstrider a smirking wink.

Trent arrived then though, preventing any further playful interactions. Joseph coiled his arm about his submissive's waist and gently escorted him out. The pair spoke quietly to each other on their walk back to The Vault, a local dungeon where they both "played." Their evening concluded an hour or so later with Trent feeling less fragile and having booked a session for in a couple of weeks.

Joseph went home alone, showered and went to bed, the people from the restaurant completely forgotten. The dessert had been gifted to Trent instead. He had a long day at work ahead of him for the next day. There was a new mission that he was meant to be a handler for and he still had things he wanted to prepare in the morning.

And when morning did come he fell easily into routine. A quick workout at the gym proceeded a shower and donning a dark green button-up shirt with slate slacks. Joseph was in one of the meeting rooms, pouring over several screens of data when the door opened and a man entered. He assumed it was likely his agent coming to be debriefed so said nothing and simply continued to flip between screens of text while making last minute notes. The other Pilot could wait. Joseph had more important matters to deal with than pampering someone else's ego right then.

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Margad / Re: Nine Lives
« on: November 04, 2018, 03:35:49 pm »
Her heart sank as he and the kitten came into view. The makeshift catbed was discard on the counter as she moved close. "Hey," Joan whispered softly, feeling his disappointment and grief ripple against her skin. Gently, she scooped the offered baby out of his hands, trying not to tear up as she felt how cold and limp the little body was. Tucking the kitten in the crook of her arm, she used the fingers of her other hand to vigorously rub its chest and belly.

No heartbeat or breath responded to her touch though and after a few minutes of trying she gave up with a glassy-eyed sniffle. When she spoke her next, her voice was thick and tight sounding. "Yeah um, let's wrap it in a towel and we can tuck it in the freezer until we can find somewhere to um take care of it. As for a name," her voice cracked at the thought and she had to pause to dip her head and give the dead kitten a kiss to the forehead. "I'm sorry Ellis, I really don't know. Maybe Jonah will be able to think of something sweet."

Joan sniffled again, rubbing her nose and blinking back tears as she did. It was how life worked. She knew that. But, it didn't make it hurt less. She might not have even known the kitten but she still felt for the lost little life and it hurt. She'd always had a soft spot for children and animals. She had wanted to be a healer after all. It was in her nature to nurture and love on others. But, there couldn't be life without death and so she had to accept it and move on. Offering him a watery smile, Joan reached out and pulled Ellis close into a hug, careful not to crush the kitten between.

"How are you? Okay?" She rubbed his back and kisses his cheek before relaxing her hold on him, letting him choose to hug or not hug on his own. "Let's uh take care of this one and then go visit Miss Naughty Antimatter and her little brood, yeah? How many of them are there? I uh I brought a bed! See if we can get Mattie settled in her own safe space and all you know?" Joan was rambling but maybe if she kept talking she could forget the feel of cold flesh and fur pressed in the palm of her hand still and most of all the lack of emotional response coming from what should have been a curious and tired kitten.

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Margad / Re: Nine Lives
« on: November 04, 2018, 02:39:17 pm »
Joan had been lounging in bed when she saw the notification from Ellis in the Pilot chat. Bleary-eyed and still "hungover" from lack of sleep it took her longer than she would have liked to understand what he was jokingly trying to say. They bantered back and forth as she still struggled with waking up and her growing excitement and concern for sweet, little Mattie.

Births were messy affairs and the babies and kitty would both need checking to see that they weren't in any distress. Joan trusted Ellis to be able to look out for his newly expanded furless family but it was in her nature to jump in and help, perhaps even to her own detriment or when she really wasn't needed.

It took a bit of struggling to muddle her way through the act of finding clothes and wiggling her way into them. Her mind though was bouncing all over the place. Her unexpected revelation about Jonesy the night before had her hesitating and weighing the options of what to do next. They had not discussed the topic at great length once she had been scrubbed down after the Giant Boris Hair Spray Incident. But, there had been some discussion at least. Jonah Cole whether he was ready to admit it or not had feelings for Amaryllis Melledy and on top of that he was jealous of Joan for the casual friends with benefits relationship she had with Ellis.

It was a giant mess that still gave her a headache and made her sigh. Her thumbs were flying across the com keyboard though and in no time she was pinging Jonesy to include him in this. If he was jealous of her, if he wanted what she had, then he would have to work for it. In the meantime she could work harder to include him, to not always be the one that jumped first, to be the one that stepped back to allow someone else take the lead for once.

Was it the right decision? Who fucking knew? Certainly not her! She'd certainly given Jonesy an earful about knowing what he was doing and not being rash or thinking with his dick. Ellis was not a delicate man; he was a damn fine Pilot after all and a Scorpion at that. But, Joan and Jonah both knew what it was like to be caught in a place where the person you were meant to look up to and trust, betrayed you in the most violating and disgusting manner. Neither of them could run from their demons, they would always be there in their nightmares with their ghosting caresses. But, Joan was doing her damnedest to not be a victim any longer. She also wasn't going to let Ellis become one though.

In her heart she felt she could trust Jonesy but, she also knew that they were playing with fire. If it was what Ellis wanted also then both men were in danger of getting in trouble and reprimanded. It was against the rules after all to have a relationship with your superior/subordinate. Joan's knowing and doing nothing could also implicate her. On the other hand if it was truly consensual between two adults then who fucking cared if they fucked around? If she or Ellis suddenly got promoted above the other it was not like suddenly all the times they had done the horizontal tango would suddenly be a crime.

Joan groaned and tightened her ponytail. It was a giant fucking mess that she would have to deal with later. For now, Jonesy was being a friend to Ellis and that was as far as she would need to worry about it in this second. There were kittens to be focusing on right now. Relationships and secrets and pesky feelings could be dealt with later.

After some rummaging around she managed to find a shallow box from some shipment or another she had gotten and an old, thick, beat-up albeit clean towel that she had been meaning throw out for ages now. She lined the box with it, doubled back to retrieve her com and then dashed out the door to help a friend.

"Yo, yo, yo!" She called somewhat softly as she shuffled into Ellis's apartment. "Where you be, Ellis? I come bearing snuggly things for a Miss Mattie and a thousand kisses for tiny, little, furless wonders," she stated, her voice becoming more high pitched and squeaky as she mentioned the kittens and poked her head into the kitchen. A wordless eyebrow raised at the sight of the slightly nibbled on daisies before she pressed on to the next room.

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Aedolis Characters / Verdi Voss
« on: November 03, 2018, 01:19:12 pm »
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Name Verdi Voss
Alias Feedback
Age 97
DOB August 22
Gender Agender
Species Kitsuni*
Ethnicity Aedolian
Height 4’0”, 4’6” with ears
Occupation Band Pyrotechnician
Residence Has a place in lower level Haviah but is rarely home.

Playlist: Warning May Contain Explicit or Mature Lyrics and Themes

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Physical Description

Verdi is Kitsuni meaning that while humanoid and born on Aedolis as a native citizen they have features that are not entirely human. Atop their head are a pair of extra long, fluffy, neon green, fox ears (think fennec fox). They also have a pair of equally long and fluffy, neon green, prehensile tails. Their hair is a deep black and kept long and straight as it reaches to their waist. Verdi’s facial are narrow and delicate looking with their petite nose, high cheekbones, and slanted, almond-shaped, green eyes. Their skin is a sharp contrast to their fur and hair as they are very, very pale and frail looking.

They are also a genetic anomaly among their people. Not only is their colouring unheard of among Kitsuni but as a two-tail fox, Verdi would regularly be considered a child-bearing capable male. However, unlike the rest of the males of their type, Verdi is a fully intersex in that they possess both fully functional, external genitalia of both genders as opposed to the typical external male and inaccessible internal female parts. They also have very, very small breasts.

Having been born premature, Verdi is also very petite and physically weak. They become exhausted after a little bit of heavy lifting or physical running so tend to work smarter rather than harder to get things done. Verdi can also be heard wheezing or coughing more often than not, giving their high-pitched voice a bit of a raspy quality.

In public their style of dress is very cyberpunk. They love to wear a lot of black with neon green accents. Belts and buckles are considered to be the more, the better in their wardrobe. They tend to wear a lot of skimpy fishnet, corsets, and miniskirts. Knee-high platform boots may be a pain to buckle up but Verdi appreciates the extra height they grant them and the sleek look they offer. It is also not uncommon for them to wear black and green cyberlocks in their hair. Makeup for them is often very dark and smokey with bits of colour popping in for effect.

At home however, they like soft, fuzzy baggy clothes. The moment they are home and in for the night on their own, the gear comes off and the sweats are bundled on. As they are often cold and their “normal” attire isn’t meant for keeping warm, Verdi tends to really relish the times when they can just burrow into plush clothes.

While Verdi doesn’t have any tattoos, they do have a ton of facial and body piercings. For facial piercings they have five dermal piercings in their forehead that run between their brows to the bridge of their nose. They also three eyebrow rings in their left brow and a stud in their right one. Their left nostril has a very tiny stud that is often hard to see and looks like a spot of glitter in the right light. Verdi also has two hoops in the high cartilage of their right ear. Finally they have a pair of spider bite hoop piercings on their bottom right lip. Body piercings include both nipples being pierced, a jacob’s ladder, and dermal piercings on the back of their hips.

Personality

SALT AND VINEGAR
Verdi is not a typical Kitsuni. They reject their “basic” need for familial closeness and comfort. Instead they will vehemently scorn and rebuff things having to do with their roots and their people. They have a deep-seated disgust for the Kitsuni lifestyle and structure. Their own experiences with it and their “fame” has left them hurt and bitter. They do not go out of their way to cause trouble but they will become angry and aggressive if people, especially Kitsuni, suggest they should return to be with their own people.

LEARN TO BE LONELY
Life hasn’t been sunshine and rainbows for Verdi. They know they are choosing to be difficult and that their freedom therefore comes with a price. They are innately lonely. While perfectly comfortable being in the middle of a crowd Verdi still feels invisible and adrift. It is a feeling that when they were part of the Kitsuni community, it was all they wanted to feel. Now though it can flip between been a good thing or a bad thing depending on the day. Verdi has learned to be lonely and to accept it but, there are times they wish they didn’t feel such a deep need to be part of their family and regret turning their back to them.

TENDER HEART
From professional settings to personal ones though, outside of Kitsuni relations, Verdi is a very giving and loving person. They will gladly go the extra mile to lend a helping hand without a second thought. The effort of what is asked of them is never second guessed or questioned if it means doing the right thing. Verdi doesn’t ever expect anything back in return.

In that same vein, they despise cruel or nasty people and make a point to stand up for the underdog should they come across one. Incompetence is no excuse either for hurting someone. In their line of work a mistake could cost someone their life or livelihood and they do not take that risk lightly.

Things
  • Very asthmatic and has to carry an inhaler with them at all times.
  • Conveniently is constantly losing said inhalers and usually has to go cushion hunting for where they last got abandoned.
  • Heavy smoker especially socially. Prefers menthols as they help ease the headaches brought on by all the noise they’re constantly dealing with at work. This does not at all help their asthma of course.
  • Has a holographic, iridescent coloured lighter that they are very partial to and can be seen playing with when bored. There is something inscribed on the back of it that is well-worn and nearly imperceptible now.
  • Browses dating websites but has yet to actually make a profile on one. They did sign up for one obscure one once but quickly deactivated it soon after.

Magic/Abilities

Telepathy: Verdi is a weak telepath. While common for their people theirs is considered average among them. They are only able to communicate with other Kitsuni around them although that is something they avoid like the plague.

Pyrokinesis*: In their very small community, there are two variety of foxes – fire and ice. Aside from telepathy there are only two possible psionics to appear in their population. Verdi happens to be of the more common fire side of the spectrum. Their ability in Pyrokinesis is surprisingly well-developed considering their overall health problems and anomalies. Had they been in better health they would have been heavily recruited for the military.

Hearing: Due to their very large ears, Verdi hears extremely well even for their species. This often leads to migraines from being able to pick up lots of sounds on a constant basis.

Relationships

Family: Completely disowned and self-exiled from them. Verdi won’t even acknowledge their presence if they were to see them.

Bands: Verdi has and does work with quite a few bands. They have a relatively nice professional relationship with most of them. Every trade has its assholes though.

History

Verdi was a troublesome kit from the moment they were born. They were born not only prematurely but also as the only child of their litter. Their childhood was filled with sickness due to issues with their lungs developing properly. They have been stunted in both height and health due to this leading to their tiny, delicate stature and life-long asthma.

Growing up was difficult for Verdi as their genetic anomalies made them “famous” in the Kitsuni community, a fact they greatly resented. They are still talked about and stared at when seen by other Kitsuni to this day which is one of many reasons Verdi has removed themselves from the Kitsuni community and refuses to return or acknowledge them.

They’ve since taken up residence in a lower level of Haviah in a small apartment there. It’s tiny but home and since Verdi is often on the road with some band or another, they don’t really seem to mind.

*Credit to Kitsuni lore goes to Zero who let me use it with his permission.

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Haviah / Re: The Taming [very much M] [Goblin]
« on: October 29, 2018, 07:58:09 am »
Joseph smirked to himself. It was not the first time he had heard such comments regarding the venue where he chose to indulge in his hobbies. This was Aedolis though and he was causing no harm. The prissy princess could get off her high horse. The bitch probably would have enjoyed such humiliation though if given the right guiding hand. It always amused the Pilot just how many people were closeted and truly into the very things he had no shame bringing out into public.

The other one at the table across from him was what people in Joseph's hobby trade would call a SAM or smart ass masochist. Joseph always likened it to small dog syndrome: they loved to bark and talk back, maybe even bite but in the end they weren't the alpha and needed to be reminded of their place regularly.

And there it was.

Joseph smirked, staring openly to see the yapper put so quickly in his place by his companion. They certainly made an interesting couple. It was quite obvious who wore the britches in that relationship.

Bor-ing!

Beside him, Puppy had finished his dessert and was sitting quite contently curled around his ankle under the table. He allowed the creature time to cuddle and rest as he signaled the waitress over and whispered a request in her ear. She would return later with another mousse dessert on a coffee saucer which she placed at his elbow. Joseph paid for his meal before gently nudging Puppy with the toe of his boot.

"Trent, time to get up," he called down gently. There was a solid thump under the table as the dishes on it clattered and a sharp string of curses erupted as the latex clad human crawled out rubbing his head. "You alright?"

The human-pup nodded and waved his hand dismissively. "Yeah, yeah just forgot again." Joseph rubbed his head soothingly before handing over a black bag from the chair beside him. "Go get changed and I'll meet you out front." Trent was quick to obey, standing on his own two feet at his full 6' of height as he wove his way between the tables, his rubber tail wagging behind him with his every step.

Only once Trent had disappeared into the bathrooms and the nearby tables had returned once more to their own dinners and conversations did Joseph finally unfurl from his chair. Dessert in hand he prowled up behind the disapproving "Bibi." The dessert was delicately placed directly in front of Sentria from his left side as Joseph leaned down to whisper in his ear.

"Compliments of the man with no respect," he purred darkly. "Enjoy your dinner, pet."

Joseph straightened, refusing to acknowledge or even make eye contact with the yapper as he attempted to brush his way past the table and out to the door where he would meet Trent. It was always best to put a brat in his place early before he started getting delusions of grandeur and control. A princess on the other hand needed the much more public and proverbial slap to the face to realise her place. Joseph was only too happy to deliver on both, completely free of charge.

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The Rest of Aedolis / Furious Angels [Solo Oneshot]
« on: October 22, 2018, 06:43:52 pm »
Laughter rang out in the Moon household, making it truly feel like home. Who would have thought a year after moving to yet another dome this would be the one? Blu had shown up a whirlwind of minor chaos, boxes packed in stacks, and a cat in tow to Amristah only to have every step she had foreseen for herself completely change irrevocably. She had taken on more responsibility than she ever thought herself capable of, she had gained back a little brother she thought lost to her so long ago, and she earned herself a family she had long since given up on ever acquiring.

But, her kitchen was filled with laughter, warmth, good food in the works, and even better company to pass the time with. She and Grisham still butted heads but these days it was more out of love and friendship than any sense of territorialism or distaste. Blu was more likely to lean against him while cooking than to try and aggressively bump him out of her way.

The lasagna slid into the oven with ease as Grisham took over on marinating chicken for whatever starter he had planned while Blu took a quick guzzle of her drink and leaned back on the counter. Her cheeks glowed with more than just wine though as she finally relaxed and listened to the newest chaos Matt and Schuyler had created.

This was home.

Her barking laughter continued to ring out even as a deceptively soothing xylophone chime echoed from her com. Drink still in hand, she used the thumb of her other one to swipe the message open. Blu knew what the sound meant.

Work.

It only took a few moments of reading to completely change her demeanour. She was all business, straight-backed and pursed lips as she nodded to Grisham. “Angels just got orders to deploy,” she informed him as she abandoned her wineglass and instead marched towards the door to strap her boots back on.

“Don’t fuckin’ burn my pie, boy, or Imma be mighty pissed with ya. Give my love to Agave and tell ‘im I’ll be along soon as able. Sunova bitch,” she grunted under her breath as she checked to make sure she had everything she needed. Blu was nearly out the door with it closed behind her before she popped her head back in and waved a commanding finger in the other commander’s direction. “And no sex on my denim couch! I mean it!”

The door slammed with a click behind her, whatever words Grisham had for her, falling on deaf ears.

The squad assembled quickly and efficiently. They were trained for this and this was not their first rodeo. For that, Blu was grateful. Everyone was loaded up and saddled up with only the necessary questions related to the job on their minds.

Solarta

It would have to be there, wouldn’t it? No wonder Yavul was running late, the poor fool was neck deep in sprangershit. When this was all over it would be quite the tale to tell Grisham over reheated dinner later or tomorrow or whenever they were allowed to drag their tired, sorry bodies home.

In short order, the moment the Angel’s feet touched the ground they were moving. A military personnel greeted the commander and gave her an update on the situation. Valkyries had securing detail. Sirens were on their way to begin collecting lost and wounded. A set of barns closer to the city centre had been secured for tirage purposes. And as of right then the squad leader of the Valkyries was in charge with the loss of Pilot Commander Hyakinthos.

Her nostrils flared at the name but right now grief and worry were not emotions she could afford. She still had a squadron to command. “Form up!” she barked. “Green zone needs to be directed out of this zone immediately. I want able military personnel in charge of that and for them to get checked by alternative staff. Red zone is going to be furthest out in the event of more sinkholes and emergencies. I want them closest to the easiest evac location possible. Yellow zone will go here and black zone,” she sighed running a displeased hand through her purple locks. “Black zone will be closest to where we can expect Trapdoors coming in from the existing sinkholes. They’re not only carnivores but also scavengers…” Blu didn’t wish to finish her statement but she was sure everyone caught her meaning. If it would buy them a few extra minutes, then the dead would forgive her.

“You know your stations, get moving soldiers. The Sirens will be here bringing them in droves as they find them. Let’s be ready for them when they do.” The Angels were quick to follow orders as a familiar cry broke Blu’s concentration. “Blu!” She had enough time to turn before her ribs were being suddenly crushed in the arms of one Pilot Tamia Rhinau.

She hugged the younger woman back and pet her hair. “It’s alright, Mia. Take a deep breath and shake it off.” Blu pulled back and moved to clasp the redhead’s hands when she saw the dirty and mangled bandaging on them.

“Come on, Mia. Let’s get those bandaged up and you can tell me what happened, yeah?”

Blu brooked no room for argument as she slung an arm over Mia’s shoulders and marched her off to the side. The work was quick, clean, and even cathartic. Just what she needed to keep her mind running nice and steady. Blue eyes remained focused on the task at hand even as her Butterfly Girl sat and recounted everything with Blu kneeling in front of her. When she was finished, the Amristah commander hugged the closest person she had to being a daughter, whispered encouragements in her ear, and reminded her they all still had a job to do. Faltering was not an option. They had to keep going or people would die. It was not what Mia wanted to hear then; it was not what Blu wanted to say. But it was what needed saying and what needed doing.

While Mia bounced off with perhaps a bit less pep in her usual step to complete her own set of orders, Blu Moon remained still and hesitant. Then, with surprising determination she quietly cupped her hands in front of her, palms up, and with her forearms pressed against her ribs. She did something then that she had not done since the war; she prayed.

Setenga stipolé, protégez-le et veillez sur lui. Aidez-le à retrouver son chemin chez lui en toute sécurité. Vebeset, ne le laissez pas vaciller. Accorde-lui un peu de tes méfaits et de ta ruse pour rentrer chez toi en toute sécurité. Dieux tous les deux, prenez-le par la main afin qu'il soit placé parmi les étoiles impérissables et qu'il ne meurt jamais.

Unable to press herself into the mud and filth with wounded to care for right afterward, Blu finished her prayers and hunkered her body into a tight curl with her hands raised above her head in one last desperate and open offering. ‘J'ai déjà perdu une Hyakinthos sur ma montre. Stipolé, si vous avez la pitié, ne me laissez pas perdre un autre.

Heeding her own advice, she took a deep breath, centred herself, and got back to her feet. She had a job to do, same as everyone else. Yavul, bless his heart, was going to have to do the rest for himself. There was nothing more that she could do for him. His life was in the hands of the gods now, just as the lives of others were now in hers.

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ROUND TWO PROMPT

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"It all began the day I found myself on my knees cleaning out a dead man’s fridge."
~Thank You Last Round's Winner, Paladienne, For This Prompt~

Deadline to Post By: Saturday November 3rd

This Round's Participants:
Draconian
Gir
GoblinFae
Lion
nephero
Paladienne
Viscount Rhi-Rhi
Xcavus

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